:::::every you every me:::::

2008-02-14T09:53:00.003+08:00

I just want you close

Where you can stay forever

You can be sure

That it will only get better

When the rain is pouring down

And my heart is hurting

You will always be around

This I know for certain

You and me together

Through the days and nights

I dont worry cause

Everythings gonna be alright

People keep talking

They can say what they like

But all I know is everything's gonna be alright

2008-02-05T16:12:00.001+08:00

I’m turning 20 soon, I’m still in school, I’m doing a part-time job in a call center, I have a boyfriend, I have my girlfriends, I have my family and I have an irritating groupmate who is god damn freaking lazy and annoying and all the bad stuff. What a prick!
I’m in my third year already and this was supposed to be my last semester in tp, but I had to repeat another semester cause I failed some modules in my past semesters. Now I’m doing my MP/SIP in school. At first I didn’t like the project ,but then again, it’s something that my group has been allocated to do. So what the hell, just have to endure for 6 months and I’m free. Hahah. And regarding my groupmate that I mentioned at the top, he is such a dick. Period. Haha. He cannot be trusted and that’s for sure (he’s a damn good liar). He’s not the kind of person you can depend on (he’s lazy). He turned out to be a backstabber after awhile. I just hate him now. And it doesn’t help that my supervisor favours him more than me even though he knows that all this while I’ve been doing the project all by myself. Okay maybe I started out late and at that point of time he’s on two weeks mc, but that doesn’t mean he, my so-called “groupmate”, cannot help out a bit in any ways. At least give some ideas on how to improve on our product or anything la. Just use your damn freaking brain to think of what to do la dumb! Don’t tell me you’re just going to sit down, eat, sleep, talk about something bad about someone and wait till I finish “my part” which is the whole 80% of the project?! We’re suppose to do it together and I ended up doing alone. Now I feel like I’m the dumb one. Haiz.. It’s much more annoying if your own supervisor doesn’t even care about you. “You don’t care about rahman. You just do your part. Just do whatever I ask you to do then we’ll be okay.” –fuck off sir. Whenever you say this I start to stress myself up. I stressed myself up because of the project, because of you. I never complain cause I know it’s for my own good, so I just do it. But it’s not fair to me when I did my work, and just because it’s not up to your standard, you say that I didn’t put in effort? Like what the hell?? Hahah. And what about ‘him’? Did you nag at him when he doesn’t do his work? Have you ever ask him anything, anything about the project? You know that I’ve been doing it alone, yet you still treat him nicely like he’s your angel. Uuhh.. Whatever okay. Can’t be bothered anymore. I’m just going to finish up my report and PR2 and I hope I can score well. And best of luck to you my dear “groupmate”.*smiles* Just hope we pass ya and no way I’m going to fail this you hear me.*wink*

2008-02-05T12:15:00.000+08:00

Why don't you listen?
Why don't you listen to me?
I'm drownin' but I never felt so free

hear what you're missing

2008-02-04T19:46:00.000+08:00

Last week my mum was like super-duper pissed with me. About what I also don’t know. She didn’t want to talk to me at all. It’s like whenever I’m around her, she’ll just keep quiet and pretend like I’m not there. Worst of all, she didn’t even wake me up even though it’s already 8.30 in the morning and I’m still in bed. And because of that, I had to take a cab to school so that I won’t be late again. It’s so weird coz suddenly today she’s like super-duper nice to me. Weird huh!? Quite cute though.

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY BIB!! I love you!! Take care.

I miss the tots. It’s been a week. And I think it’s time to meet me people. Haha. Let’s meet up this week alright. Message me or at least reply my messages please. –to zul and nysa.

Heiqal, heiqal, heiqal. He’s now at hougang stadium. I don’t know what he’s doing now but I know he has to take his beep test today. Haha. Poor you. First day training and you have to take the test already. It’s alright baby, I know you can pass that test. Best of luck! I hope you get what you want and I love you a lot!! Hees.
Hmm.. what should I do now? Should I do trimwalk or eat or watch tv or sketch out my report or maybe I should serve youtube! Haha

2008-01-23T13:56:00.001+08:00

Morning people! Heiqal has left me all alone in this cold place for more than ½ an hr. He is such a bitch. Haha. As usual, I’m sleepy and bored and this lab is forever making me feel cold, creating goosebumps all over my body. Hate this lab for that. Wokay.. these are the things I plan to do today:
-Watch at least 2 movies online (Juno and Brokeback mountains)
-Analyse final design
-Finish at least part 1 of the project report
-Print out values reflection.
-Meet the tots
-Meet heiqal after his training for awhile before going home
-Trimwalk

Haha.

Received a warning letter yesterday from work. So hani, no more
NO-SHOWS alright. Haiz.. this is what you get if you have a weekend family. Haha. So if you have a weekend family, don’t work on satsundays! If you want that money, then go ahead and miss the fun. Hah! Work was peaceful yesterday until this fat chinese guy who only cares about money talks to me and gave me a letter. Well sorry for my absence for that few times. It’s not like I didn’t try finding for replacements and didn’t inform the SLs. It’s a freaking Saturday. Sape la yang nak coverkan aku? And heylo ivicians, no point if u put people on standby when none of them can help? But you know what, I’m at wrong also la cause that’s my contract timing so whatever it is, I still have to go to work if there’s no replacement. I just find joy blaming the company for my wrongdoings. Haha. Okay whatever,,,,

Ey, where are you heiqal?! Come back la. I wana watch the movie now!! But I can’t. I just had to wait for you to come back. I wana go fag, bt I can’t. Why? Cause if I go, I can’t enter the lab cause only you have the access. Wahlahneh… hurry la idiot! Okay let’s just think of what to eat later for lunch and where to eat. Hmm.. I feel like having something soupy and spicy. So I think I’ll be having fishball noodle with soup eh makcik!!

Okayla, I wana find something else to do now that I’m alone. Heheh.

2008-01-22T16:07:00.000+08:00

I’m back coz I’m bored and it’s been awhile since I blog. Haha. I’m stuck in my lab and I got nothing to do. Wait, I’m not really stuck in here, I’m just lazy to go out from here. Haha, and not that I don’t have anything to do, I’m just lazy to do my project report which due next week Monday. Haha. I’m just not in the mood to write reports right now. I need to take a nap so that I won’t get very sleepy at work later. But the problem is, it’s soo fucking cold in here and I can’t sleep!! And I have no one to talk to as everyine’s busy. Busy doing project, busy chatting, busy friendstering. Haha. So what the hell right.. hah!

In the morning I had like the worst prawn noodle ever. Makcik!!! Saye mintak prawn noodle with soup, not dry with sambal manis makcik together with the soup. I want something spicy not sweet! Haiz.. tkpe makcik, saye maafkan kay. Tapi lain kali jangan buat lagi la. Okay?
At last I get to watch bee movie and other movies that I’ve missed or never seen before, but from the internet la. Heiqal!! Bile nak tengok wayang lagi? When was the last time and what was the last movie we watched sey? Hmm.. nevermind next time ya! I’m meeting the tots again tomorrow. Hoho! Yesterday was just me, nys and bib. Fi had ngaji, zul finish at 8 and sha jumpe faizal. So bib, how’s long island tea? Haha. Yey bib’s birthday’s coming!! Bib, you’re so old. You’re turning 20 already la. My god bib.. hah! Alright I think I should stop here coz I wana go fag. Haha. Tata!

2007-08-03T03:37:00.000+08:00

My comp really suck to the core! -slow giler siak! irit.

HCDE Labtest(10am-12noon)-i screwed up! I didn't get to finish it. Firstly, coz i didn't read the qs paper properly. I was suppose to create curtain walls: storefront for the conference room walls, but i didn't see the word STOREFRONT so i just create the normal curtain walls. gundu. i know. When i already did the walls then i read the qs again. That s just so dumb, hani. Then, i wasted my time doing the walls again. Haiz.. So, that was the first task. Second and third task was to create the furnitures. I did the second and third task, but i didn't create the furniture for task3. I just load frm the library coz its 5 mins to 12. So i didn't do the last two tasks which i think consist of 40 marks(total)? Maybe out of 100, i'll prolly get arnd 20? This is shitness for me. Unless if i cn get full marks for the project (which will not happen) then i'll be less worried. Im sick and tired of supp papers.

I feel like there's something growing in my nose. I cn't see it but feel it. Its damn irritating. And i cn't sleep. Not bcoz of my nose. Bcoz i took a really long nap in the afternoon just now. hah! siow. And bf, im not mad at you already la. Im mizing you nw. ha..

Can't wait for exams. Then, 2mths break! Woohoo! Need to find a job ready. Start pracs. Oh! i passed my BTT! hurhur.. 2days1night with the tots & 3days2nights with bf. Hoho. It'll be the best september holiday ever. Im excited but i don't wana get too excited coz i don't wana disappoint myself later. I just hope plan menjadi. hees. I miz my tots..

2007-07-27T13:35:00.000+08:00

I really hate my comp coz it keeps on having problems. Cnnt ON la, no internet connection la. Damn irritating. But nw, its back to normal.
I hope so.

Oh, i so love the weather.. Perfect time to not go out and just stay in bed. And also the best time to cuddle with ur boyfriend. Hahah.

But! bcoz of this weather, i didn't go to school today. Haha gundu ah. Im suppose to have class at 8 just nw but i didn't go. Partly bcoz i overslept. I woke up at 7.30 and i was feeling a lil dizzy so i decided to take mc instead. But nw, i feel so damn lazy la wana take mc. And its just a waste of money. But, i think i shud just go. Jgn mls la hani!
Okay so i didn't attend class just nw, but i still have to go to school ltr just to submit 1 assignment. And maybe continue duin the Lighting prj which i have to hand in today by 5pm. And nw its already 2.30 and im still at home, blom mandik siap all. I have to take mc summore. Prolly goin to Bedok polyc. Then, i have e-trial at 5.15 ltr. Maybe goin back to school after that to du HCDE prj. Maybe not. I don't know. I'm just pening coz i've got loads of things to du in just a short time. Hah. I need a fag.

2007-06-12T00:06:00.000+08:00

a boy. a girl. aeroplanes. birds. insects. ice mountain. winston. mentos. cards. ripcurl bag. red sky. lightning. dark clouds. wind. the sea. hugs. kisses. massage. confessions. chats. cuddles. laughters. smiles. whines. complaints. egos.

-I really enjoy spending time with you. Eventho' i had to cabot kerje, i did not regret it. I miz cuddling and just sit down and chat with you. I really do. Sorry if i was too whiny just now. U should know why la ah. Haha. Can't wait for the 3days2nights. Hohoo! It's gonna be just you and me by the sea.. Hah. Love you bf!

2007-06-11T01:12:00.000+08:00

Sunday is the best day to just stay at home, do chores, watch tv, or just relax and chill with your family. I did all these today, and it felt really good knowing that i've made an achievement. I cleaned the house, vacuumed, do the laundry, change my bedsheets and throw away all the unnecessary stuff. It was tiring tho'.
Then my aunt called, ajak us to the flea market located under tamp mrt track. Mum bought me a green long-sleeve top. Nice. And she bought 1 too. A different 1 la. At first she didn't wana get 1 for herself but i forced her. Haha. She said later my dad jealous if she wears that kinda top. So i told her to wear it whenever she's going out with him. Haha. So cute.
After jalan2, we went cmei to fetch abg frm mak's place then headed to sempang, where we had our dinner!! After all that exercises, i think it's time for me to fill my stomach again with something.. Heheh. And this is what i had just now:

5 cocok satay
cheese fries
crispy noodle
chrysanthemum tea

And i think i better work out tom! Hah. Oh! I just gt to know that ili fi is my cuzzin's cuzzin. So me and ili, sedare jauh. ??? And Nurul Aini's brother(i don't know his name), is my PAP friend. ??? Haiz.. I was quite surprised to know bout this but then again, It's a small world afterall.. It's a small world afterall.....

I'm going KL this friday, sat and sun with family!! Then, July i'm going Bangkok! That is if the dates we're going doesn't clash with my btt. Haha. I hope it'll be after i get my pay. Arnd 16th July or later. Hurhur. Then i can shop again! Hoho! And i've never been to Bangkok. So excited. urgh! tlg la.. mintak2 jadila..

Okay, I miz my bf and i'm tired. So i'll just stop here. Toddles! *smiles*

2007-06-08T15:15:00.000+08:00

On his 20th Birthday... 28th May 2007(Sorry da lame..hah.)

Got him A Full-Fudge & A Cookies&Cream Cake, frm Emicakes, which cost me 5 bux in total. Hehe. They're small, cute and cheap! Haha! Somehow C&C is memuakkan coz i think too much cream. Then Full-fudge is too chocolatey..but i like! Hohoo! It's time to change heiqal.. Now that ur 20. Haha. Let's be FAT! and bongok........................................

and he became more bongok.. erm ya.. more bongok..
After putting in more fats to our body, we went to Princess to catch Pirates of the Carribean 3. Its cheaper there. Plus! U can bring in outside food. Cool huh? *wink*

Then, we had durians!! He's been craving for it so we bought two packets. haha. Mcm org ngandong lak..

Effects after eating those durians.. *gahgah*

The best chocolate gift for special occassions. Hah wadever.

Not forgetting the old time favourites.. hah.
And lastly, bought him t-shirts from giordano. It's 1for$9. 3for$18. And got myself a jacket. Hees.. I just hope you've enjoyed the small celebration we had and appreciate the things i've done and get for you. Happy 20th birthday boyfriend! Loving you..

2007-06-07T16:24:00.000+08:00

HoHo! Termtest's over!! Yesterday was my last paper. I think i can pass all three papers but i'm just not happy with the first one coz i didn't get to finish my last qs. Urgh! Still cannot accept that part..! ShitHead! But i'm more happy coz it's termbreak!! Can relax.. Work and get money..(i'm soo broke.) Booked my btt yesterday. I'm gonna make sure i pass this time. Haha. I better study and go for my e-trials. I just need to be less lazy AND i realised I'VE WASTED $100+ ON THAT! Just that. Hah.

Today i woke up at 8 in the morning coz god read my blog and send abg back to me to irritate the shit out of me. Irritating sia. Imagine u were sleeping, and someone just go to u and keep on slapping ur face until u wake up. And when u do, u saw that someone trying to hide himself somewhere but somehow u still can see him. Gundu! I don't know what's up to him ah. All i know i miz him. Ayil's back from sarawak. He bought me bangle and something like a choker. Tanx yaar!

I think my mum is sick. She's been coughing and coughing since the past few days. See, one thing bout her is that she never stop doing the things she always do eventhough she's sick or what. Like the laundry, cooking and the NAGGINGs!! And it's always the,"bile nak lipat baju?" or "baju da byk bile nak lipat?" Macam la klu aku tak lipat, ade org yang nak lipatkan. haiz.. I don't get it. Don't waste ur time to nag at me. I know what i'm suppose to do. I know that's my job and if i don't fold them today, then i'll do it tom or when i'm free and not tired. Okay? Great! It's already 5.50. I'm soo late! Off to work.................

2007-06-03T02:02:00.000+08:00

I miss my brothers. Abg, he rarely come back to tamp during his off days ever since he got himself a laptop. Like whatever la that guy. I've not seen him for two weeks ready la. Like he doesn't have a family? At least have some time for the people at tamp. Visit us or something like that? Sometimes i just feel like i don't have a big brother. The other brother's not in singapore. Ayil, he's at sarawak now. Having loads of fun, i guess. Haha. Well, he's on a school trip. Im hoping everything's fine for him there and that he's not in any kinda trouble. Haha. This house seemed so quiet without his presence. Hah. At times like this, i wish he was here so that i cn ask him to masak something, meggi or goreng something ah. Haha. But sometimes i just feel like punching his face. He cn be so irritating that i wish he's not there. Kay, i just miss this two idiots la!! Bring them back to me!!

2007-05-05T01:18:00.000+08:00

Uh.. I just got back my internet connections and my scv!! Hooho.. The line got terminated coz my brother didn't pay the bill. Haha. Yey! Now i won't get bored easily, can watch scv. Hah.
It's been a tiring week for me. School. Work. School. Work. Fuh.. I think my eyebags getting worst. I need a break. Toddlez..

2007-04-25T13:21:00.000+08:00

Uh! I felt so fresh when i woke up in the morning just now. Not miting aisha ltr coz she's meeting her cousin. Bib's coming over to my place. Cool! I just have to stay at home, relax and wait for her to come. Hiak hiak.
My mum made this yam pie. It's so nice. But the yam, it doesn't melt. I want it to melt. Nicer la. Haha. During the holidays, i went to library to get some resepi but until now i haven try out. I wana learn how to cook. I do know how to cook some stuff but not like udang masak sambal, ikan pari masak asam pedas, lasagne..... For now, i just do instantly. Defrost, Fry, Eat! Easy ya! Haha.
Faris just told me he's going to collect his olvl cert ltr. He retake his english and he gets B3. Great! He's having his SIP this sem. Farhan too. Me and Heiqal, next sem i guess. (*smiles*) It's okay, as long as we don't give up halfway. And ya, i need to get my books and some stationaries. So it means that i need money, dad! Haha!

2007-04-25T00:42:00.000+08:00

This is really bad. I can't sleep and wake up early nowadays. Must be the holidays. Haha. But for all i know, this can't be happening all the time. By this thursday i will make sure that i'm not going to be late for my classes and i will attend all labs, tuts and lects. Insya'Allah. (*smiles*)
Tuesday is the most pathetic day for me coz i have 5hrs break!? From 12 to 5pm. Wa cialat ah like that.. But the thing is after that i have lecture. If i were to go home, do you think that i'm going to come back to school? Haha! Never! I tell you. Watched dvds at the library with heiqal and fadhly. Nang-Nak and My Cousin Vinny. Supposed to go to work after that but we were too tired coz we only get to sleep for a few hrs the previous night. So we decided to go to work on wednesday, which is tomorrow, instead. Summore i have no class tomorrow. Hoohoo! More time to rest. I think i really need that time to rest and i miz my friends.. hurhur. Prolly be meeting zul at work. That is if she's working tomorrow. Bib and Sha maybe after school tomorrow. And the rest next week i think? K, i got to go now, get some sleep girl! Hees..

2007-04-22T22:02:00.000+08:00

Banksy

Banksy book 1 - Banging Your Head Against A Brick Wall Book
Sample Banksy prose...."You could say that graffiti is ugly, selfish and that it's just the
action of people who want some pathetic kind of fame. But if that's true it's only because
graffiti writers are just like everyone else in this fucking country".

Banksy book 2 - Existencilism
"All artists are willing to suffer for their work. But why are so few prepared to learn to
draw?"

Banksy book 3 - Cut It Out

Banksy book 4 - Wall and Piece
And here's the publishers blurb: "Artistic genius, political activist, painter and
decorator, mythic legend or notorious graffiti artist? The work of Banksy is unmistakable,
except maybe when it’s squatting inthe Tate or New York’s Metropolitan Museum. Banksy is
responsible for decorating the streets, walls, bridges and zoos of towns and cites
throughout the world. Witty and subversive, his stencils show monkeys with weapons of mass
destruction, policeman with smiley faces, rats with drills and umbrellas.If you look hard
enough you’ll find your own. His statements, incitements, ironies and epigrams are by
turns intelligent and cheeky comments on everything from the monarchy and capitalism to
the war in Iraq and farm animals. His identity remains unknown, but his work is prolific.
And now for the first time, he’s putting together the best of his work – old and new in a
fully illustrated colour volume"

Banksy also designed the Blur "Think tank" album cover!
And he also has his own "Street Directory". Haha.

You can check out his site at www.banksy.co.uk.

Here are some pictures of his stencilled artworks. Have fun!

Nyte Folks!

2007-04-21T05:13:00.000+08:00

Im so happy that my room is finally clean and a bit neater than it was previously.
Proud of myself coz i've been working out at home.
Glad and thankful that i got a job in telemarketing. All thanks to Zulaikha Begum Bte Shaik Ali. She was the one who recommended me to this job. The only thing is that it's at bugis.(very far..hurhur..)
Excited coz school's starting next week! Can't wait to go back to school! Woohoo! I feel so kental ah saying this. But who cares. Haha. Toddlez....

2007-04-19T05:35:00.000+08:00

What's up with all the people i met today? First it was Heiqal. Haha. Sorry dear.. hees. We were kinda lyke not on talking terms at first when we met coz i was pissed with him about something. Throughout the bus journey to bugis i felt lyke as though i was just going out alone. I just sat quietly beside him while he listened to his IPOD. :-I Didn't bother to talk to me. But i know why la. Coz if he talks to me, he'll end up being pissed. Haha. Nevertheless, i enjoy pissing him off. Hees.. Had lunch at Ah Chew den headed to the national library. Still on silent mode. Haha beat that, punk! Anyways.. We got to know that Banksy has his own book. Wall and piece. And only this library has that book. So we went there to check it out. He's insane but that crazy side of him makes him a cool guy. His artworks are lyke almost everywhere. Imagine an elephant being covered by spraypaints? That is such a crazy thing to do. I'll post some pictures of his work later, so u can see how talented he is.(Okay and that's when we started talking.) Bcoz there's only 1 book, i had to share with qal. So we were sitting together while heiqal sanda at me and we were just reading. That's about it. Then came this indian security officer. A lady. She asked us to sit properly. Then we just saed okay. Then anuder lady came and saed this to us,"If u guys wana do anything, do it outside." ?L?o?s?t? Huh? Tong si cai nali?? I don't get what was happening at that point of tyme. It was lyke as if we were making out or something lyke that. What la this people.. Don't they have anything better to do? *roll eyes* Demoralizing. We took 10 back to tamp and i met the last irritating ass for today, the busdriver. Okay this was what happened. I paid 90cents then he asked me where im going. So i saed if until tamp how much do i have to pay? Den he was lyke,"MANA PEGI??". dgsrugbbajlndjhla "MANA PEGI??!" Sendirik pekak nak mengamok pulak. What's wrong with him? What's wrong with people today la??

Didn't go to shaz place to celebrate his bday coz i dono why. Haha. Aniway, Happy 18th Birthday. Hees. Im talking lyke as if he reads my blog. Haha. Siow.

And now im just so proud of myself coz i did workout just now. heheh. Plus i feel good knowing that im starting to exercise again. Bye-Bye-Fats! aAHh..shaggg.. I need some sleep. About the Banksy pix i'll post it anuder tyme. Too tired to continue doing something else. So long mike!

2007-04-18T08:28:00.001+08:00

Do you know what's weird? Reading a new entry in Hani's blog. Haha. Gosh it's been awhile. Well actually i was kinda bored, got nothing to do, so i decided to check out the 'abandoned' blog. Like why? I have no idea. I didn't realise how aweful the blogskin was until today. Eventhough the new one is still not that nice, at least it's better than the previous one. Haha. It's just gonna be this simple for now.

Okay, enough bout the blog and the skins. It's already 8 in the morn and im still sitting in front of the comp screen. Somehow i dun really feel sleepy. Now i dun know whether i shud sleep or not later. Im meeting heiqal later at 3. So if i were to sleep, i have to wake up at 1. That means 5 hours of sleep. But what if i dun wake up later? If i dun sleep, i won't be late. But can i survive until night? Maybe i shud just rest, baring2. hurhur..

Plans for today:
1.Going to the library, either at bedok or bugis. Carik buku on Banksy.
2.If we're going bugis then dropby at the starhub call centre to ask bout the training.
3.Maybe going to Shaz's b'day party at sengkang, i think.
4.Work out.

I guess this is it for now people. Morning!! *wink*

2006-10-04T02:39:00.000+08:00

If u tink im cute?!?!? Den wat du u call dis?!?!

Cute giler!?!?
Name: Nabil.
Occupation: nah..I love to chill.
Age: 19 dis yr.
Status: Single.
Anyone Interested?!?!

2006-10-03T02:32:00.000+08:00

!!Super-Sunday, 1st October '06!!

9.30AM- Tyme to sleep!!

6.00PM- Tyme to wake up!!

6.58PM- Tyme to buke!!

Bt i only had 1 suap of nasi frm Ayil coz i was lazy to suap myself n a cup of tea. haha! We were suppose to buke outside bt my uncle juz had to wake up at 6.30!?! Actually its nt only his fault la. My whole fam woke up at 6?! So no diff la.. haha!

8.ooPM to 1.30AM- Out wit fam!!

Went Kampong Glam to check out de bazars dere. It luqs more lyke an exhibition den a bazar. Its nuttin compared to Geylang la. N its nt even located at Kampong Glam la. My mum was de one hu decides to go dere coz die kan org kampong glam so nak nengok la kampong die. Padehal it was far frm her area. Sheesh! Kesian mak aku kene tipu. Ibu tertipu tertipu ibu ditipu.. Meri ma is soo cute. Saw Baihaki(i dun noe if de spelling is right. hees.. i dun even care??). He's quite tall ah, or maybe im de one hu is juz too short. Hees. N he's nt very cute sumhw in real life. Maybe he juz luq gud on tv dats ol. Ouhya, saw anuder tall person i noe. Afiq. haha! He's wit his fam i tink. He was soo kusyuk la luqing at de stuffs at one of e booth. I 4gt wat booth was dat. haha! Tegored him n de ferz ting he saed was, "Ey kau jualan pe?" Du i luq lyke de makchicks yg jualan kat ctu?! huh!? .............maybe?? haa! Grabbed sum little2 stuffs lyke lekors, char keh sotong n DENDENGS to munch on while jln2ning. Nxt we headed to Geylang Serai!! It seems lyke deres more gerais dis yr. Its a one-way road dere ryte? Usually de gerais are opened at one side of de road. Dis tyme, both sides lyke everywhere u jln belok here belok dere, ol u c are bazars. N loads n loads of ppl. Weekends. Haiz.. It was freaking hot n stuffy n i was lyke sweating ol de way. Bt it was fun la. Susah tau nak dpt situasi cm gini hari2. Staun skali je. Bought sum more dendengs. N off we go!! Sempang lak.. Sapedek!! I had beef steak n 2 prata kosong, roti john black pepper n teh peng. Hmm yummy.... Me n my cuzzis were camwhoring ol de way frm de tyme we sat at dat place till de tyme we left. haha! Using my bros new fone he juz gt at geylang juz nw.. wa!!-i 4gt wat model. hees.

Was online ol de way till sahur. Nt many peepz inside. Bt Heiqal n Bibo was online!! I mish dem!! I mish u bibo!! N i mish u too heiqal!! Im missing a lot of ppl.. i mish joo, fi n nys. N sumhw i mish my TP frens too. Lyke bad, nad, ton, nina, faz ol.. I mish their kekecohan. Hees. Im tired, i wana slip! Nyte!

Monday, 2nd Oct '06.

Had a really bad dream.

Met Heiqal n we actually planned to go esplanade or sumwhere to du sum sketchings while we wait fer buke n den we buke together sumwhere. As usual, i was late. N he gt soo pissed off coz im olwaes de one hu will be late. So i reached Bedok intc at 5.45?? n we were suppose to mit up at 5. He waited fer me fer 1/2hr ready. Im soo bad la. Sorry.. So i went to mit him at ntuc coz he wants to buy drawing stuffs so yah. N den again he was mad at me coz i wore slippers. I told him im wearing shoe bt end up i wear slippers. So he decided to go home n change to slippers. haha! i find dat kental. We cud have mk it to esplanade if he didn't went hm to change. Hees. Its okayla. Waited fer him under his block while he went up to his house. Still feeling very bad fer making him wait dat long n fer nt telling him dat i'll be wearing slippers. boohoo.. Den he tried to punch my stomach pasal die geram. He's so cute la. At dat moment, i felt lyke hugging me hard bt i juz can't coz both of us were fasting. *smiles* Still haven decide where to go. I suggested east coast coz its de nearest. So we went back to intc to buy de black pepper chicken at Giant. Bt by de tyme we reach dere, spring chicken n pizzas are ol dats left. Alah.... Its 6.50 n so we gt into de 711 beside Giant to gt sum drinks fer ourself to break fast. N thot dat maybe we shud juz sit sumwhere ferz break fast n wait till 7.30 to lepaskan de 2dollars charge. Confident benar matair aku..*roll eyes* haha! So we batalkan puase by drinking peach tea, strawberry yogurt n sum jempot2 he brought. Mr con saed dat he tinks we shud tk de cab nw(7.30). De nxt ting he saed(in de cab),"ala hani maseh ade la!!" Itulah akibat terlalu confident. ahaha!! Kite mkn ikan pari bakar!! hmmm dap2.. ngan nasi.. satay ayam.. hmmm bon apeti'te. hiakhiak. Tapi by de tyme mknan ampai je perot da masok angin sey. haha! Okayla dats it fer nw. I wana watch DeeVeeDee!!~chiowz!

2006-09-29T02:24:00.000+08:00

Uh.. da lame tk blog.. hees.. wa pejam-celik-pejam-celik da 4 hari puase.. hmm.. Lincah jugak eh. Pastu da raye.. Uh cn't wait.. Pakai baju raye.. Jln raye wit fam n frens.. Kuih raye.. duet raye?? haha!
Puase is de best tyme to lose weight. Bt sumhw or rather its lyke nt werqing fer me. hiakhiak! I tink i gain weight lagi ade. haa! AH!!!! tayar!!! I've been eating unhealthy food la nowadays. Actualli no la, i olwaes eat unhealthy food.. haha! Buke mkn, mlm mkn.. Tapi sahur tk mkn la. Pasal da mkn..takkan nak mkn lagik sey.. Gumok la AKU!!!
So yah, had lontong goreng juz nw fer buke. N straight after prayers gez wat i did? Berak!! woohoo!! I bet i lost a lil bit of weight. hiakhiak. Met bibo n qal arnd my area. Brought sum lontong fer heiqal to buke n ya..i felt lyke beraking again. haha! N i had to force dem follow me home coz i wana shit.. Tk berhati perot langsung sey drg.. haha! Cubela satu kali ckp, jln.. klu aku terkencet cmne?? krg nak cebok kan?? huh? huh? huh? haiyah.. wa idop byk susala.. (okay, sbenarnye hani mls nak blog, jadi layankan saje la klu die ngah bobal mepek..*wink*)
I nid a new job. SHELL has nt been calling me ever since i collected my pay wic is tk seberape je.. haha. Padehal i ready told dem im free n i cn weq anityme. Still no phonecalls frm dem.. urgh! tu la.. biler da dpt keje, sia2kan.. mls nak gi keje la.. skarang amek kau hani!! Padan muke kau!! ahaha!! Bt i really nid a job la. Im broke. Bt dad told me nt to weq coz i flung my exams n he tinks its bcoz i weq n i dun study. ??? I did okay.. hasogfyubnaaiahriukndnjlsggh
hmmm.. I feel lyke eating dendeng. Hee. Geylang?? Mau pe?? hehe nyte!

2006-09-11T01:43:00.000+08:00

Feel really bloated ryte nw. Juz cm back from Sempang. Had dinner wit my dad, ayil n abg dd. We ordered mee kuah(fer me), mee goreng(ayils), roti john blackpepper(abg dds) n 2 mutton chop, 1 fer my dad n 1 fer me?! Oh god, i tell u im sooo gonna gain 5kg la!! I have a voracious appetite n dats bad. Please..dis is really nt de ryte tyme.. Urgh! N u noe wat? Nw i feel lyke having chocolates. Ouhkay, nw dats really, really bad hani. Saw nad n her aunt n her cousins, i tink. Dey were having dinner dere too i guess. Ish malula aku klu die nampak brape byk aku mkn. huahuahua. Kontol. Padehal org pn leh tau brape byk aku mkn juz by reading dis entry. Bongok nye hani. Met heiqal in de afternun juz nw. Had lunch+breakfast(+yesterdays dinner fer him) at Kampong Eden. Kesian die tahan lapar. We had Opeh!! Tu pon tak abes. Coz he gt no appetite, stomach upset n wasn't feeling very well juz nw. My baby sotong is sick..(bibir terjebek) Poor boyfriend.. Ferst tyme i c him sick. He's olwaes fit n healthy. kwang kwang! Its a hint la qal. He wants u to stay at home more often. hee. Telan panadol den insya'Allah u'll b okay by tom kay. Tk cr. I lOVE u!! Tapi sempat kite nengok bola tadi. Tampines lawan SAF(u-18) at tampines stadium. Score:1-1. haha gendeng..
Had a chat wit zulaikha! n she told me dat she won't be able to ton on wednesday nyte coz de nxt day she gt weq!? Bt she'll be tonning on thursday. Zul! Dis is suppose to be de tots tingy n we planned dis chalet tingy da lame jugak eh n nw u're telling me u're nt gonna be dere?? Pendusta! Aku kecewa. hur hur. Kau try la ape yg patot, tapi klu tk leh...tkpela..aku tau aku nie sape.. aku hanya manusia biasa yg mempunyai byk kelemahan..(*muke yeye*) Oi! Dun u gt it?! I miz u a lot n i wan u to be dere fer de whole 3 days unda my armpit. Tu pon hang tak pam ka?? Cek bukan apa. Cek teramat sangat la nak kite semer together..MERDEKA!! MERDEKA!! haha. Kekontolan aku sungguh terserlah skali. Sbenarnye hani nie da ngantok jadi maafla klu TERmerepek ke ape la eh.. Malem..

2006-09-09T23:16:00.000+08:00

Im confused wit wat im goin thru ryte nw. Mixture of feelings welled up in me bt i juz dun gt y. I feel lonely sumtymes. Im scared. Im happy. I feel so lost. Its lyke as though im living in a jungle alone. Happy coz i gt de freedom to do anitin, watever i want in dere bt lonely coz dere's nuttin much i cud do n dere's no one dere wit me. Im ol alone. Bt den again..snap back to reality hani!! U fucking do haf frens and ur bf wit u. Dats de ting, I do haf great frens n a caring bf bt as u noe, im a family oriented gerl, i nid my family too, a lot. Family. Maybe dats wat im missing ryte nw, My family. Ouh god, suddenly reminisce of de past came back n i feel lyke crying. I really missed being able to go to de beach whenever we wanted. De unexpected n unplanned outings we usually had. N den ending up juz chilling at weird places, lyke Tanjong Rhu. haha! I missed dose tymes, where i cn be wit my family, spending tyme wit dem, juz sit n talk openly about anitin we want. My dads jokes n e kontol faces he lykes to mk dat mks me smile(even tho i sumtymes find it lame, very lame.) haha, nw u noe where de kontol side of me cm frm ah.. haha! My mums "keconfidenan". She's olwaes confident bout sumtin she thot was ryte, bt end up its a wrong ting. Den she'll react lyke as if she's ryte. Cute. haha.. Ayil's keselengean n de very little2 tings he will do dat cn juz irritate de hell out of me. Walaupun ape die buat tu tkde bersangkot-paot ngan aku. haha! N abg. I missed him de most. We used to share our problems n aniting la.. Eventho i didn't ask him if he has any probs, he'll juz cm to me n tell me everiting. Bt de ting about him dat i dun lyke is dat he lykes to borrow money frm me n nt returning it back to me. If u dun haf money, stay at home brother. Bt i dun really mind. Coz i love him. I love my family a lot. Lots of tings haf changed nw. Dere's communications breakdwn sumwhere sumhw in de family. Nw is lyke we duin tings on our own, Everi1 is lyke busy wit their own stuff. Dads olwaes busy werqing. Mum already gt a job in CGH as a porter. Brothers still in NS. Bt pop ready. So?? Hu crs if he pops ready? I still gts to mit him once a wk onli. Ayils olwaes at home bt he gt uder stuff to do olso. Lyke skewl, takraw.. N im olwaes outside coz i really cn't stand staying at home 24/7. Dere's nuttin much to do actualli. Im bored staying at home wit nobody at home to layan me. Mum is olwaes at home during daytyme bt most of de tyme she'll be sliping coz she's werqing nyteshift, so she nids dat tyme to slip n rest or she'll be tired wen she reaches her weq place.
Bt sumtymes i prefer it to be dis way. I noe tings change everyday n i cn accept dat. Its juz dat wen i feel lonely n bored n wen dere's really2 nuttin fer me to do at dat particular tyme lyke nw, i start to gt very emotional n i start to tink bout stuff lyke dis. Reminiscing bout de old tymes i had.. Ouh im sucha loser. Emo freak!?! Maybe i missed dem too much. urgh. I'll be olryte by tom. I guess, i hope so, ala conferm la.. haha! Actually, im feeling a lil bit better. Nw dat i olready let everiting out. Sheesh.. Blogging duz help mks me feel better. Still its better if i cud let out everyting to sumone as in a human being hu really crs to lend me their ears.. huahuahua.. Bt luq at de tyme nw, its 1am!? I cn't possibly mit any1 by dis tyme. Dads gonna shout at me fer sure. haha! ouhkay, im too shagged to carry on blogging. So dis is ol fer today. Nytey2!!

2006-09-08T00:48:00.000+08:00

P.M.S.--urgh! i hate menses!!
De pain is juz unbearable. I hate it when it cums to menstrual cramps. Dis is lyke one of de worst. Urgh! De pain is lyke so sopidgtbnuhpuiuirbgariuyhuijbigrktinjg8ytgt5y7bp378y la.. Cn't do anitin, though i felt lyke punching my stomach. I even felt lyke crying la. Bt sumhw i cudn't. Cudn't even walk. I was lying on my bed without changing my position fer lyke two freaking hrs. I was ol de way in de 'sujud' position la. Dat was lyke after i took 2 tablets of Bismag. I tell u Bismags won't help. In fact, it mk tings worst. Mum told me to tk panadols instead. 10 mins after i took it, u noe wat i did? Eat! haha.. ey, de ting is i haf nt eaten since morning. Finally i cud gt out of bed n i walk!? N i even sew a belt out of dis remaining cloth i found in my closet. haha. I was juz bored. Was hoping dat heiqal wud call me coz he saed he'll be calling me when he gt home after training. So waited from de moment he put dwn de phone after he saed dat(07.30) till it cums to de end of de Singapore Idol result show(9.00) till my brother came home(10.00) till i finish sewing de belt n dad reaches hm frm werq(11.00). N still no sign of him. So i thot maybe he's still outside n dat i shud call him if i wanna noe where he was. So i did. N wen i did, u noe wat he saed? "Ouh, i baru je nak call u."--heiqal, dis line is so dramatic n LAME. Its nt dat i dun trust u, i felt lyke it was juz a cover up line u gt frm malaysian dramas?? Even if u didn't thot of calling me, juz tell me u 4gt. At least its more believable u see. N im nt angry okay. I am juz..i dun noe. N u were outside wen i called. As in u juz gt out of de house. So u've been at hm ol de while, duin wat i dun noe.. nxt tyme dun tell me u're gonna call me wen u noe dat u're nt gonna remember to call me coz i dun wanna waste my tyme waiting n hoping dat u might call me. wow dat was long. Anyway, im nt being a queen control or watever. Its juz dat wen u saed u'll call me wen u reach hm, i xpect u to call me. If its lyke 1 or 2 hrs late, i still won't mind. Bt dis is lyke, i tink if i never call, u prolly be calling me at 12? 1? or maybe tom? I feel lyke 1 gundu hu's waiting n waiting fer her bf to call her while her bf's duin wat, at where olso i dun noe.. Bt maybe he was really busy dat he 4gt to call me. Maybe i was juz overreacting. PMS la.. haha! Great, blame it ol on PMS. Urgh!!

2006-09-07T16:53:00.000+08:00

HEY-YA!! uh uh uh..it's been awhile since i last blogged. Been busy, Been lazy, so yah no new entrries lor.. hiak hiak hur hur(heiqal's laughter)--burok kan??
Today im suppose to fast n i did, like 3/5th of de day ready. Bt i had to break fast. *Roll Eyes*
Went to collect my pay fer de 2 days i worked last mth wit qal yesterday. Im broke! De amnt i gt is juz enuff fer de 3 days chalet. Hw i wish dere is sucha ting as MONEYplant, as in notes hanging like branches. 50 dollars,10,100.. Nah, dis kinda tings only exist in fairytales la.. Den we headed to tamp to mit de rest(Bib,An,Nys n Maz).

N we had......

nie sbelom dibuka.

Selepas dibuka!! yumyum! hmm dap2..
Altogether plus de drinks, it was $16.90. Tanx qal fer de Opeh! hiak hiak. N tanx hani fer de drinks! hee.. Reached home 10.50. I love u bongz!! I miz zul a lot.. Zul?? Where u?? I mish u.. N fi! laen kali sbelom gi London call aku leh?! aku tk ingat kan kau gi biler.. anuder bongz. haiz.. i mish u too.. k i nid panadols.

2006-08-15T17:47:00.000+08:00

Nt feeling well in de morn. Feels lyke dere's a lump growing in my throat. Body's aching lyke hell. Maybe bcoz of de 'hujan panas' yesterdae morn. Tak mandik lak tu pas kene ujan.. hee.. Im bored n i dun wana go home. In de library nw, alone. haha! Met Nad and Bad on my way to.....(??donoe where i was heading to actually..) Its been so long since i saw dem in skewl. Maklomlah takde hp kan..(*care makcik2 bobal) haaha! Wanted to mit bib fer awhile at ferz b4 she mits an bt she dozen noe wat tyme she's miting an. N summore she dozen noe where he is ryte nw. So tak jadi lor.. Had java juz nw. Suppose to hand up my prj juz nw. Decided to hand up an unfinished weq. haha! hancoceh.. bt still cn weq ar. Its lyke 80% done ready, only de last part dat im nt quite sure hw to du. Wanted to show him wat i haf, so i called him to mark ar. Bt den he was marking sumbody else's prj so he saed,"wait, gimme 2 mins." So i was lyke, okay.. Den afta awhile he still didn't cum to my place. So i stood up frm my seat n saw him at anuder person's pc. So i saed,"Sir afta dat my turn urh.." Den he was lyke okay 2 mins. Den i was lyke okay..(*tak leh sabar) So i go c uder ppl's prj, walk here walk dere du nuttin, disturb ppl.. Den i turn oni, i saw him. He was at anuder pc ready. Walao!! Irit nye dekni. So i went up to him,"Sir afta dis u check mine k?" Den he saed,"okay, 2 mins." Damn it! 2 mins my foot! I didn't say dat ar.. i juz saed okay den sit. Haha! Gundu me. It was lyke 3.58 ready(class finishes at 4) n he has been saying 2 mins since 2.35?? N nw suddenly dere was a change in de dialog. "De rest who i haven check yt, cum back on thursdae." Argh! If he checked mine today, I dun hafta go to skewl sia on thursdae. No more epdes lab ready. Den if i present de java prj today, thursdae dun hafta cum. I cn stay at home, study sia lyke dat.. Dis idiotic lecturer ah.. I dunoe wat to say la. C u on thursdae maybe?? Aniwae, i was youtubing as i was blogging. I wanted to listen to Careless Whisper. So i searched fer de video, n dis was wat i found, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AAarphTo8kY haha! Check it out. Listen to hw he sang it n de way he pronounce de werds. hiak hiak! I cudn't stop laughing wen i heard it. Bt afta awhile, mcm sedap gitu die nyanyi. haa! N i juz realise dat anep luqs lyke Sheila On 7, de lead singer.. I 4gt his name. hu ar!?! wat ar his name?!?! alamak irritating nye.. He really luqs lyke anep in de music video, Dan.
Haiz.. Its 6.51. Shud i go home nw or wat?? I dun feel lyke goin home. Bt i wana go home so i cn slip. haha! n eat. Eat!? Yah suddenly im lyke craving fer chocolates. Bt i dunoe wat chocolate to buy. Tried hello panda bt its still dere. The crave. Wat is it dat i wan ah? Wic chocolate cn help ilangkan rase pelik nie eh?? hmm.. okay, made up my mind. I'll juz go home and study epdes. I juz felt lyke studying dat. hiak. omigosh, im scared i kena debar. Nehmind, juz study. At least i cn at de same tyme prepare fer my supp papers.(*ceh! mcm tau je byk supp paperS) okay, off to gt sum chocolates b4 heading home. chiowz!

2006-08-14T21:52:00.000+08:00

i'M sOO StrEsSed Up!!!
Prjs still nt done yt.. Still stuck duin java. N presentation is tom. I'm so dead. Its olmost 10. Juz reach hm frm skewl. Spent de whole dae frm 10am-9pm in skewl, had an hr tutorial den went to free xcess du java. Still haven finish yt n instead, i screwed up sumbody else's prj. Tried helping bt lost a lil part of de whole prj. N yah, he gt pissed off. Bt i did gt dat part back. Only dat dere were sum errors after executing de whole prj. Sorry bout dat, criously.. Bt at de same tyme, i dun gt y he gt soo pissed coz if it was really his weq n i screwed it, its more reasonable fer him to gt very piss at me. Bt de ting is, its nt his. If it was ur weq, as in u du it urself, own effort, den u wana kill me, juz du it. Reasonable enuff. Nw its a copy n paste tingy. Dun tell me u cn't du de copy n paste tingy again?? Nehmind, i tink i haf uder tings to tink of rather than to tink bout uder ppl. Call me selfish, Or watever, i really dun cr fer nw. Coz i olso haf loads of tings in mind. I haf my uder stuffs to du too. Exams arnd de corner n i haf yt to start my revision. Hw am i suppose to start if nt a single one of my prjs is done? EAUD? Suppose to be a group weq bt it luqs lyke im de onli one duin it. wow big deal hani.(*im being sarcastic here) watever nobody cares.
Ouh yah, sorry i didn't mit u guys(fi, nys n bib) juz nw. Hope u guys undastand. Mit u guys wen i tink im done wit everiting kay. As in wen i finish up ol my prjs la.. Thursdae or fridae maybe?? Mish u guys. Loads..

*Didn't mean to offend anyone, too stressed up dat i care less bout wat ppl tink. I apologise if dis entry has offended u.*

Aniwae, heiqal i love u. Sorry bout ur prj.

2006-08-14T11:19:00.000+08:00

Morning!! Ryte nw im at free xcess duin nuttin. Juz blogging, msn-ing, eating chocolate chip bun and dringking green tea. haha! Im a freaking loner nw. No Phone, No Friends. Dis is de point of tyme where public phones are of gud use. Yah! n i hafta waste 10 cents juz to ask,"Where are u?" Den anuder 10 cents to ask,"Wana mit me?" stuff lyke dat.. Urgh! Dis is so IRIT! Hafta gt a prepaid card soon. Fer temporary use? Until i clear my bills!? Im broke n lonely nw. haix..
Hafta wait till 1 den i cn continue duin my java project. Lost de qs paper. Maybe miting Terrance at 1 at free xcess wic is where i m nw, to pass de qs paper. N nw its lyke onli 11?? Im soo early. WOW!?! N i dun haf nitin to du.. Actually i du haf loads of prjs to be handed up by dis wk.. Project management? Did wat i noe ready. I haf no idea hw to set de calender n yah de file is in heiqal's thumbdrive n he's nt here. So PMNGT is out. Java? Lyke i saed, i dun haf de qs paper. So, yah.. Energy audit? I didn't bring any notes or anitin dat has to du wit EAUD. haha! okay..so nuttin to du.. yepyep! nuttin to du.. Nehmind, i tink afta dis i'll be goin to bb to study. Alone. Fer a moment i feel dat its kinda gud dat i dun haf a phone. No Phone, No Disturbance. hehe. Bt dis is onli fer awhile..Soon i'll gt bored. CONFERM! Okay watever wit de phone.. i juz heard sumone frm de uder end of de room, shouting(*nt really dat loud la, so nt really shouting la*) She was irritating la.. Her voice. u noe dose irritating chinonet voice. She was asking her fren if she did her flowchart fer java nt? Flowchart!! I haven du de flowchart, prolly be duin it ltr. Tanx fer reminding me irit gerl, whoever u r.. haha.
SO YESTERDAY..
Went studying wit qal yesterday at KFC Bedok. I was 1/2 hr late and he gt soo pissed off. We were suppose to mit up at 1.30. 1.30 n i was still at hm. So i gt my dad to send me to bdk. Went out of house at 1.45. Didn't noe he wanted to singgah at my uncle's place to pass his ciggerettes. So i juz msged him dat dad's sending me n im out ready,on my way ar, n dat was lyke 1+ ar.. I reached dere at 2.30?? I tink. So nak dikatekan i was an hr late la.. Bt i didn't du it on purpose okay. Sorry la.. I miz u dear sotong. Went to mak's place in de evening. I miz her cookings. I miz percel. N she made percel fer us yesterdae. It was lyke a family gathering sia yesterdae.. Everi1 was dere. Cik aman n fam, my whole fam, abg dd, mak n bibik was dere too.. i miz dis kinda gatherings. N i really missed a lot man. Dey juz told me dat dey haf been duin dis everi sundaes and most of de tyme i wasn't dere. Walao! Den mak will olwaes ask dad,"mane siti? die tak dtg ke?" Gosh im sucha useless granddaughter. I mish u mak! After having dinner, we went to katong. Bowling tyme!! haha! De ferz game i beat de rest xcept fer my dad(*duh!) My score was 140. Den wen it cums to de second game, I dunnoe wat happen. I gt 72!? Damn it! I realised my ball keeps on curling to de ryte wic is veri weird. So i asked my dad hw cum de ball was so weird, it curled to de ryte. den he saed sumtin bout my hand. So i tried making it straight bt it was still de same. Bt i see no diff. Den i asked him again n dis yme u noe wat he saed? "Ouh pasal kakak tak bagos." Hmph! U dun hafta say dat okay. At least im trying to learn. Bt wen he saed dat, it helps olso la.. Motivates me n mks me wana show him wat his daughter cn du. U wait, juz wait. Reached hm at 12+.. Bt slept at 3+ haha! Changed my blogskin den talked to qal on de phone. He was telling me dat sumtymes when i lepak wit de tots and i bring him along, he feels a bit awkward sumtymes coz he cn't be himself.. Actually dat's de reason y sumtymes i kept quiet wen im wit him n his frens.. Bt its nt olwaes dat im quiet. N i juz dun lyke wen ppl mistook my frenliness to flirtatious.
Okay i'll stop here. Wana go bb gt sumtin to munch on and den study!!
Im missing a lot of ppl ryte nw.(okay, i juz had to add in dis line.) haha! ~chiows!

2006-08-12T00:10:00.000+08:00

hey-lai! sumtin funny happened juz nw when i was on my way home.. haha! I was walking at de carpark in front of my blk, alone. Den i heard sumbody calling "excuse me!" frm behind. I thot it was my fren or cousin or hu la. So i turned, den i saw a guy running towards me. wow.. a guy running towards hani?? ouh wow..?!(*roll eyes*) Bt den i turned away and continue walking.. Hw bad cn i be? Bt i dun noe him so sape nak gi layan sey?! So i juz quickly walk bt i tried nt mk it so obvious. Bt den he still managed to kejar. Damn it! So dis was wat happened....

Izzat: Hey! r u Sakina??(muke yeye)

Me: Ah? No.

Izzat: Ouh sorry, i thot u were my fren's sister, Sakina.

Me: (dlm hati) deni mcm knl..

Izzat: Since u're nt Sakina or any1 i noe, du u mind if i wana mk fren wit u??(muke yeye lagi)

Me: Where du u stay?

Izzat: Tamp, dpn 7-11..

Me: Dulu penah tinggal kat 453?

Izzat: y? y u ask?

Me: No, last tyme i stay dere n my dad's fren's son luqs lyke u..(muke con)

Izzat: When was it?

Me: (mcm2 sak deni!!) 5 to 6 yrs ago??

Izzat: Wat's ur fathers name?

Me: Razak? u have a small sister ryte?

Izzat: Ya, hw u noe??

Byk soal sey deni.. I knew he luqs familiar.. It was him. My dads frens son hu stayed on de same blk as me mase kat blk 453. Den when i wanted to go into de lift, he was lyke, dun tell ur mum or dad bout dis k? (*Lost*) hiak hiak hiak.. tu la nak sembarang2 beh tkt sendirik.. haha! bt he's a nice guy la. Last tyme we used to play soccer together sia unda de void deck padehal.. Gosh! hw cn he 4gt me sia?? i was de onli gerl dere?! ya ah???? hw cum he dozen remember me? nehmind.. hu crs aniwae? haha!

Met zul, bib, nys n fi juz nw at food culture. I MIZ DEM SIA!! Miz goin out wit dem..slacking..bitching.. haha! Headed to CB to slack n chit chat. Bt nys had to leave coz she's having stomach cramps. I noe hw u feel nys.. Duh! Hani!!! Stop being bongok cn or nt? Ouhyah n i told dem dat i ever did sumtin disgusting. N nw my own frens find me disgusting n conferm dey dun wana cum close to me again.. hur hur.. Hani sad. I miz their jokes.. fi's keselengean, zul's pek pok pek pokan(haha), bib's mulotan(hiak hiak) n nys's keconfidenan.. haha! i love dem loads.. Let's go swimming nxt wk?? mau? mau? mau?(*nyaringkan suare*)

Burung pipit makan megi,
Makan megi pakai garpu,
Laen kali aku blog lagi,
Skarang gue mau chao dulu!!

2006-08-09T00:50:00.000+08:00

HaPpIe B'dAe SiNgApOrE!!!
Gosh 41 yrs old ready huh.. freaking fast.

Went east coast to catch de fireworks wit Qal.. Best kan?? kwang kwang kwang.. Bib told me its more clearer if u sit at de field at de esplanade dere, so thot of goin dere. Bt since he went swensons wit his fam, we met a bit later, lyke 6 plus nearing 7 dere? So yah, juz go sumwhere near lor.. n cheaper cab fare.. haha! I don't know y i felt so excited dat dae. Maybe bcos dat was de ferz tyme im watching fireworks wit sumone, besides my fam. Sumone as in sumone hu is really a sumone to me. Gt it?? haha! Bt it was kinda weird coz i usually celebrate national dae wit my fam bt dis yr, it was totally different. Mum had to work. Brother too. Ayil gt tix frm his frens to watch de parade LIVE at de stadium. Dad?? Huh! When i left de house, he was SLEEPING?! tak jiwe langsung! Hani sad. N i noe he was still pissed off wit me cos i keep on goin home late dis wk. Nt dat i went aniwhere sia, i went out to du prj fer gudness sake! Da bingit tkpe, he didn't wanna give me money to go out. He saed if no money den dun go out ar, stay at hm.(*roll eyes*) God damn it im broke sia!! N i dun wanna miss de fireworks. So i juz ignored him n gave him de look lyke as if im telling him dat i dun cr n im nt cuming hm tonyte, bt u noe i won't du dat. haha! I did dat face juz to mk him feel bad n dat he might wanna change his mind n lyke call me back to give sum cash? Bt, it dozen work dis tyme. hmm.. Gosh im sucha brat. Wait nt really ar.. Its nt everidae dat i gt to c fireworks?? N he olwaes say,"kak klu nak duet tanye ayah......" (?????) Maybe he was juz really pissed at me la. Den hw m i suppose to go out witout any cash in hand?? Dat's when heroin melayu klua, mum gave me 10 bux. haha. Actually i gt $7.90 in my pouch so total i gt $17.90.. hehe! Tnx mum. I'll pay u back when i gt my pay aite. (*wink*) Hiak hiak..
Off to mit heiqal in front of de MRT toilet. Woohoo! Reached east coast arnd 7.30. Bought fags n coconut drink den walked ol de way to de jetty. Bought sum crackers at de jetty den find a place to sit. Wat sit?! Pack giler babi sey! Lyke as if dere's a pasar malam dere. haha! We were walking towards de end of de jetty ready tapi blom sampai lagik ah.. Den heiqal was lyke, "hani, kite da jauh sey nie. nie klu jetty nie roboh, u betta save me sia....." haha! He is so cute la. Nvr have i met any guy hu is scared of de sea. haha! He's sooo weird, i loik! hee.. We juz sat kat tmpt yg tkde org wic is on de floor den mkn keropok. It was very windy dere, n gez wat i saw?? A full moon! I was amazed by hw big n round n beautiful it was la. Bt it was kinda scary though. haha! Heiqal was such an idiot la. He put his arm arnd my shoulder so when he wans to suap de keropok in his mouth, he had to go arnd my neck bt his arm was lyke exactly in front of my face n it was covering my mouth n i cn't chew coz my face was cramped up n i cn't breathe. N sum more he's eating my keropok! haha! (k dats besides de pnt.) hahahehehuhu ale2 POM!! den everione starts WA!WA!wa!wa!wa!WA!Wa....... walaowey! Bt superb man.. it really mks u feel lyke u've achieved sumtin or even if u have nt achieve ur goal, it gives u more semangat.. i duno y i felt dat way? haha! Sumhw dis tyme, it was quite short, it took lyke 10 mins? I wan it to be lyke 1 hr long.. ahahaah kontol! After it was over, we walked to de toilet wic was quite far. N dat was wen i realised hw small his tank is la. haha! Cos b4 we headed to de jetty, he went to de toilet oready!? hmm..
Since it was juz 9, we sat by de beach, talking, kacauing each uder, listening to sum songs frm his IPod. N dat was wen he did de sweetest ting ever dat really touches my heart. He cried in front of me. We were listening to coldplay n wen i luq at him, he was smiling wit tears rolling dwn his cheeks. He dedicated dat song to me n he wanted to show me hw much he really loves me. N i cud really c dat.. My i cn't believe sumone cud actually loves me dat much. It was very very sweet, i wanted to cry bt i juz make myself nt to. hee.. N i noe he's nt sweet talking me. Bt it hurts me a lil to c him cry. I juz cn't bear to c sumone i love cry. I juz cn't believe he cried bcoz of me.. N he was brave enuff to du dat.. I mean its juz so easy to gt a guy to say i love u n stuff lyke dat, whether he mean it or nt, bt its very rare to c guys hu wud really shed their tears fer their loved ones n really mean it. N i really appreciate everytin he had done to me. Im juz so lucky to have u Muhammad Heiqal Bin Buang. N dun tink i was juz being polite by saying ol dis okay. I really mean it! I love u. Really. Im nt lying. Juz dun break my trust otey?? Remember dat moi dearest sotong!! (*muke vogue*)

2006-07-27T00:18:00.000+08:00

BURP! uuh kenyang.. juz had dinner wit ayil.. juz de 2 of us.. heiqal, im sorry. i didn't tell u im gonna haf dinner wit anuder guy. i dun mean to betray u dear.. haha! crazEYY ar!? ayil's my brother la. we had sardines and sambal prawns. weird combi.. haha.. sardines and sambal prawns?? bt sambal prawns was yesterdae's 1.. left 7 ekor of udangs.. so i ate it ol up.. my bro ate de sardines.. haha! no prawns fer u!! de prawns r ol mine!! hah hah hah! bt i felt guilty afta eating, nt bcoz i didn't gave sum to him bt bcoz i didn't exercise dis wk. padehal i made a promise to myself dat im gonna mk sure i go fer a jog 2wice a wk. once olso NEVER! haiz..
*yawn*nw im sleepy.. damn i feel lyke a pig. hehe.
okay, i dun feel ryte.. i feel dat sumtin bad is gonna happen to me. bt i dunno wat. dis is juz so chingkechingkechingkeirritating! it's lyke im telling u dere's sumtin on ur head, juz dun move coz it mite hurt u so juz stay put till it fly away.. u'll conferm gt a bit freaked out plus curious to noe wat's on ur head ryte.. n conferm u'll haf weird n stupid2 imaginations and thoughts.. ha!! dat's hw im feeling nw. wat shud i du? maybe i juz nid sum slip.. SLIP! SLIP! SLIP! well maybe i nid a slap on my face. hee!
watched Pirates of the Carribean, 2.15 show, again.. wit qal at CS. ate at food culture before it starts. ate nasi rawan!! uuhh.. i loik.. kempunan siot(uhh minah ngah bobal eh..) da lame tak mkn.. hiak hiak. yumyumyumyummyyumyumyum, khalid ngan faris pon dtg. de place we sat at had small seats so i saed nak try sumbat tak?? it was suppose to be nak try selit tak?? so it sounded diff n yah.. ingat! dun u ever ask faris anitin in a wrong way or he'll give u dat luq.. shuishk! tink b4 u ask. haha! idiot! so den afta mkn, headed to GV, bought nachos n i stole 1 mentos. haha. wanted to tk de chocolate, bt sumhw my hand juz stopped at mentos. haha. i cn't believe we're lyke watching it again.. padehal da nengok. we cn juz nengok dvd klu nak nengok lagik pe.. haha.. tk btol sey.. criously, i tink it's a waste of money coz thu'out de show, lyke most of de tyme ar, i was nt luqing at de screen, instead, i was staring at qal. haha. i juz cn't stop staring at him.. psycho! bt he's soo cute la.. *bongokness* met amalina and raudah at *bux on our way hm.. reached hm at 5.30 dere. walah! my bro's at hm.. de older 1.. i mish him sia.. i went into my room den saw him, he luq at me and say, "tsk3 selekeh nye adek aku.. mentang2 da berkawan ngan org selekeh, kau pon ikot selekeh??" hmph! idiot! hw cn he call heiqal selekeh?! n im nt too okay.. cume kadang2 mmg la selekeh ckit tapi tk slalu yg aku selekeh.. wait till he gt to noe him(qal), baru la die akan menyesal jadi 100% jantan.. haha!

I MIZ DE TOTS!!! FI, GT WELL SOON YAAR..!! LET'S GO EAT ICE-CREAM!! MAU?! MAU?! MAU?!

2006-07-24T15:33:00.000+08:00

HEY! hey! HEY!
It's monday again.. haha.. im lyke alone in de library.. blogging, listening to sum music, chattin, wasting my tyme.. argiolumsamanikalimati.. finished skewl at 3.. had epdes quiz juz nw.(*roll eyes*) lucky sabarina remind me bout it. if nt, i i cud haf failed coz i was tinking of 'caboting' again. haha! tank god.. haven study summore.. lucky todae's tymetable a bit slack. studied a bit during my "break tyme". wic was from 11 to 2.. hiak hiak hiak.. in between nad joined me n dis guy whom i've been sitting wit fer de past 1 hr n de slenger ting is dat i dun even noe his name.. haha.. wen nad came den i asked him fer his name.. haha! i've been asking him bout epdes(coz i was studying wit him) and he's in de same class as me n i dun noe his name?! im such a gundu! kau!paiseh sia! ouh ya, nad juz told me and nina sumtin wic she actualli wanted to tell us laz wk, i tink, bt nw den she tell us. hmph!(*roll eyes again*) haha. she was on de fone wit fauzi bear de uder dae, and he told her dat bashey and fahmy pernah suke aku. de funny part is dat, dey ever fought bcoz of me.. haha!! dat is lyke soo weird bt it's kinda mengembangkan jugak ah.. bt shocking also sia.. fahmy i believe ar. i saw him at jam n hop den he added me on msn den we contacted. i mean i admit la i felt sumtin towards him at dat point of tyme.. bt bashey??!!?!? (*muke bongok*) i never knew he exist la.. haha! until bbq, fahmy brought his frens to our chalet, ibt chalet. dat was de ferz tyme i saw him as in bashey. haha.. dis is so weird. nad, nw u noe y he saed i was de best among ol de darlings.. haha!! kdk!! kdk ampai perot aku pecah, meletop! btw, kdk=ketawe dengan kuat(malay version fer lol) okay enuff.. bt i didn't noe fahmy lykes me until lyke dat ar.. haha.. ala.. dat was 5 mths ago.. nw i gt sumone who's better than ariel or beckham or jack or any uder superstar or soccer player or taxi driver.. i juz love dis gerl.. my one n only gerlfren, heiqal.. he cheers me up wen im down, he motivates me by bringing me down wen i feel very mls, he mks me feel less bongok coz he's more bongok than me, he mks me feel lyke im sumone very special to him, he mks me mad wen im bored of being happie, he mks me feel soo loved, he mks me care bout tings i nvr care b4, he mks me feel lyke im on top of de world, he mks me confused, he mks me wana kill him wit his bongokness, he mks me laugh ol de tyme(nw i noe y im gettin fatter.. it's bcoz of U!!) , he mks me cry, he mks me a cup of tea..nah.. NEVER!! haha.. he mks me wana lala!! in de kitchen on de floor..blablablabla.. ouh nw im missing him oready.. i love u dear! hw i wish i cud hug him nw n luq into his eyes n say dose magic words..uuhh i loik!! ok, on de fone wit him nw.. to be bersambong ye para pembace.. chiowz..!

2006-07-21T18:38:00.000+08:00

when you kiss me, I feel everything that I been missing..
luveyuu pumpkin..
am i sweet or what? (*wink*)

2006-07-21T16:33:00.000+08:00

::::..Hani's BORED..:::
Today's a veri hawt and boring dae.. skewl starts at 12, epdes tut(12-1) bt i was 1/2 hr late. wtf?? met heiqal and khalid back at free xcess.. thot of blogging bt gt stuck playing de miniclips game. *yawn* was supposed to mit zul at 3+ bt in de end tak jadi. maybe she's tired coz later she gt dance i tink. bib cn't mit up 2dae coz her brother's flying to australia later. so she had to send him off. i heard fi went batam. dono went she's cuming back. i'll juz assume that de rest is nt gonna reply to my msg if i were to msg dem. im such an idiot.. wadehell is wrong wit me? im bored n lazy. i wanna mit my gerrrr frens!! tsk. it has been a wk sia. i missed dem ol.. oh where, oh where cn my gerrr frens be?? tom loyang's having a reunion fer de ex-lysians. 10 in de morn?! wa piang ah! morning sia. wat kinda reunion is dat? haiz.. i wana go. bt i dono if de rest is goin olso nt. at least i gt to mit dem. me and zul was tinking of wearing our skewl-u den we put on mk-up.haha. nak carik pasal ah.. mentang2 da klua skola.. den we smoke in front of de teachers. haha! bt i bet every1's nt goin tom. 1 ting is that it's in de morn. conferm dey won't wk up one. coz i noe, i won't wk up one.. hehe..
wow, dis wk de onli daes i went hm late was wednesdae and thursdae. wed-watch nacho libre wit qal. watch de 9.20 show bt 25 mins later den it starts.. freaking long la de advertisement. damn it. de show was okay la. funny yt stupid. n dey haf weird background songs.. haha. out of five honeycrumbs, i give it a 3. hiak hiak. honeycrumbs?? *lost* i tink i nid cadbury roast almond nw! im in de mood fer chocolates.(*while luqing at my stomach*) okay, i change my mind. so, wat else cn i du huh? hmmmmm.. IM FREAKING BORED LA.. nak mit de darlings mcm mls nak klua lak.. feel lyke playing pool. bt, wo meyo cian.. nak mit heiqal, he gt training ltr. he nids to rest too. called my cuzzins and dey didn't pick up de fone. maybe i shud juz tidy up my room. its freaking messy la, pillows and books and bajus ol over.. haiz.. okay den i shud gt started coz i cn't wait till tom. if nt, conferm it'll forever be berserak! ouh wait! im werking tom! damn i cn't mit dem again.. nt gonna mit dem fer anuder two daes..maybe more.. by nxt wk i hafta start on my projects ready. shitness. and i cn't mit heiqal too. tom im werking second shift so finish at 11. by den i'll be too tired to talk on de fone. den sundae i'll be werking 11-7. he's playing soccer at nyte. so i hafta wait fer his call.. most prolly, he'll be calling me at 11+.. den maybe talk fer awhile den i hafta slip coz mondae skewl starts at 10. n i cn't be skipping dis tut ol de tyme if dun wanna gt myself into trouble. emaths2?! hafta pass dis module. if nt, i'll be out of tp. *stressed*
haha. my brother juz cm hm and he was lyke complaining too me hw bored he was in skewl juz nw. hiak hiak.. snap twist! felt de same ting. hah hah hah *bored* owytes, dats ol fer nw, gt to du sum stuffs den goin to my grandmama's place. slipping over at her place tonyte and tom. so yah, tata!

2006-07-18T15:55:00.000+08:00

haiz.. juz finish java.. nt de project! juz de lab.. walao!! i still haf gt de project to finish up. n im nt sure hw to do.. werst ting is dat im taking dis module fer de second tyme.. i betta hand up my project dis tyme. argh!! bt hu's gonna help me wit java?? ouh gosh... gez hu's in de same lab as me?! de most irritating people of ol, fadly n gang! whenever dey sees me, dey'll shout TUTSI! i mean wadafark is tutsi?! haha.. crazy peepz.. aniwae, back to java. i hate java!! java cn kiss my ass! nevertheless no point if i keep on makiing n nag3 bout hw much i hate java, at de end of de dae its de prj dat dey want.. hiak hiak hiak!

Anuder problem. criously i feel dat i've gain a lot of weight. so hafta start exercising ready. goin jogging later wit qal. bt nt sure where yt. hee..

Problems, problems, problems.. walao..
i've gt anuder problem. i miz my tots.. mummy!!!!
n im lyke in between 2 irritating peepz!?! faris n qing qi.. waliow! susah aku nak akai comp, tros tkde mood sey nak blog.. nehmind i'll juz du it at home den.. chiowz!

2006-07-10T11:32:00.000+08:00

morning people.... mondae is de most suckiest dae of de week.. i hate mondaes... du u hate mondaes??
aniwae.. have nt been updating my blog fer de past few daes.. been busy wit skewl and frens.. huahuahua.. skewl finishes at 4.. afta that, meet my frens, slack till late, nt that late la 10.. den reach hm, shower, eat den talk on de phone wit heiqal until 1 of us gts sleepy den put dwn de phone den sleep.. so yah..no tyme to switch on de comp and blog.. hehe..
Thursdae, 6th July 2006..
It was Zuzu's b'dae!! wow.. sumone has turned 8teen oready ya.. nw u cn throw away ol dose fake ids and show dem ur own ic.. huahua.. tinggal yg belen2 je yg blom 8teen eh... haha! we didn't celebrate her b'dae todae coz ol of us are busy wit skewl so we decided to celebrate de next dae instead.
Fridae, 7th July 2006..
woohoo!! gettin ready to party!! planned to go doubleO, to celebrate Zuzu's b'dae.. heiqal's cuming along.. yee-hah!! khalid, farhan, shaari and farouk olso cuming along.. met bibo n an unda sha's blk.. went to sha's place to put my stuff den siap2.. met fi unda sha's blk, wait nt realli ar.. coz die bongok, die pkir semer blk yg daerah umah sha is sha nye blk.. padehal die kat bawah blk yg dkt daerah umah zul... bongok nye fi! k nehmind, sat unda dat blk coz sha blom akai mk-up so aku pon sebok2 touch-up kat c2.. haha. wanted to mit heiqal n gang at tamp mrt bt suddenly we tot of taking de bus, wic is kinda gud, at least we save money.. haha.. so took 12, met dem at clarke quay mrt.. den off to Obar, mit zuzu and reegan and reegan's brother and his gf and his frens and dey're gfs..haha.. and here cums anuder big group..fi-fai-fu-fum! here we cum..... n we cudn't enter de club. ferstly, bcoz ol of us were wearing sandals wic dey called it slippers?? secondly, we were too young to enter de club.. de management has changed. gerlz 21, guys 25. n we have to be a virgin to enter de club.. haha.. kidding. aniwae, we were ol pissed off coz we cudn't gt in. n i felt really guilty fer asking heiqal along. de werst ting is dat his frens were dere too.. damn! sorry guys.. luking forward to club wit bdae gerl n de uders bt too bad we cn't.. so headed to cheeky's bt still didn't went inside coz dey were tinking of goin mos instead. aniwae, cheeky's mahal n i dun drink so y du i hafta chip in money fer dey're drinks ryte? myte as well i use dat money fer my cab fare. ryte? in de end, i was short of money to tk a cab hm coz aisha nid de money to go home. unfortunately n surprisingly, she cudn't enter mos either.. padehal, die gi sane brape byk kali baru skarang die tak leh masok. pelik. so tinggal me, fi, qal, an, lid, shaari n aro(khalid's new bezfren..haha!) bib n sha went home.. it turned out to be okay la.. betta den de previous one i gez.. straight to de main arena..heiqal's fav, trance.. SMOOVE...yeah.. tat's more lyke it.. bt de songs dey played was bluwek! bongok.. i tot it was over.. im nt gonna goin smoove nimore, den de second tyme i went in wit fi ol de songs were lyke so yeah ah-huh ah-huh yeah.. hehe.. nw i cn dance to de songs.. bt gez wat?? heiqal wasn't dere.. dat's wen i realised, fi ade buat pe kan.. hiak hiak hiak.. u noe wat, dis entry was suppose to be laz wk's one.. n juz i juz save it as draft coz i haven finish typing n nw, afta 1 wk, im suppose to finish up bt im juz plain lazy to du it so yah.. aniwae, ni kan da lepas2 so tk yah la nak panjang2 kan.. hehe.. pix enuff ryte?? so juz wait till aisha upload de pix coz we used her camera dat dae.. juz wait yaar..

2006-07-05T20:52:00.000+08:00

Juz woke up.. feeling a lil bit dizzy n dono y i feel soo freaking tired, lyke really tired that i dun even feel lyke getting up frm bed..n that i wana stay in bed until tom morn duin nuttin.. bt i had to force myself to wake up coz i was hungry.. haha.. padehal i did nuttin yg memenatkan.. walao.. or maybe im juz freaking lazy la.. haha.. finished skewl at 1 juz nw. Handed in my APEL project report juz nw.. woohoo! mission accomplished. wait.. no,sumarni juz told me i had to present nxt wk. damn.. n im de onli 1 hu has nt present yt.. walao.. i feel so lonely.. everyone did de project in groups, bt i dun haf a group.. so had to do it alone.. poor me..*sob sob*
Went to heiqal's place afta skewl.. he cooked fer me meggi.. hehe.. co-cwit..! hiak hiak! bt no egg...... haha! jeng jeng jeng... den we played wrestling.. he sooo cnnt be a wrestler coz he dozen noe hw to wrestle.. i mean a wrestler dozen tickles anuder wrestler.. dey fight by holding onto dem or pushing dem or watever la..nt by tickling!? i dun lyke to be tickled. i juz cnnt tahan.. i was shouting n larfing lyke as if anytyme my lungs cn xplode man.. heiqal BONGOK! den we did Java at his comp.. his comp is so fun la.. he has everyting installed fer free.. photoshop..coral sumting.. JCreator.. ol de microsoft shits ol.. so if i wana du my java or any prj i cn ask u to do fer me ryte dear..? haha! ouh went jogging yesterdae in skewl.. at de stadium.. did 5 rounds..okayla tu.. it's been a long tyme since i jog, exercise.. haha.. i hafta start my weekly jog routine coz i tink im gaining weight ready.. ah!!! sum of my t-shirts lyke sui2 sia wen i wear nw, either de shirt shrinks or im developing anuder layer of fats.. cn't be it shrinks.. coz if it srinks, y nw den it starts to shrink?? hmmm.. hani, maybe u're juz FAT okay!! ah! eat sum more la! ask to eat vege dowan.. chicken?? ouh number 1.. walao.. nehmind, dun hafta worry nw.. coz i haf a personal trainer hu cn help me out in losing dat 'jijik' tingy on my body.. hehe.. bt i juz hafta stop being lazy ah. coz if i dun, den i juz hafta drag my mum go tm buy new clothes..*smiles* Anywae, i tink most of u noe her.. it's a HER, my personal trainer.. wow.. i tink im turning into a lesbian.. i mean sumtymes i cud gt turn on by her juz by luking at her.. ouh that sweet, innocent-luking chik juz turns me on.. uh-la-la..omigosh! SOS plz sumone help me.....
okay let me show u hw sweet she is.. n honestly, im falling fer her.. nw i really nid help.. damn!

tolcha she's suuweetah!! *wink*

2006-07-03T23:12:00.000+08:00

We can do no great things; only small things with great love-Mother Teresa

2006-07-03T19:05:00.000+08:00

Listening to Zombie by The Cranberries, No Need To Argue.

Been listening to dis song fer god noes hw many tymes.. haha.. I love cranberries..as in de cranberry fruit.. haha.. aniwae, dey're one of my dad's favourite.. n i learn to hear dis kinda songs from him.. he used to watch de concert(vcd la..) wit me n my elder bro wen we were young, n i tell u it's nt juz once or twice, a lot of tymes.. he will gather us together n say,"Jom nengok vcd.." den we will gt xcited nt noeing dat he's gonna play dat vcd again...... haiz.. if its nt dat, den it'll be michael learns to rock?? scorpions?? walao!! it was hard to have a mat rocker in de family.. ur dad summore!? n fyi, my dad had an alfro last tyme okay.. so cute. bt still.. okay aniwae.. du u noe dat de vocalist, Dolores Mary'O sumtin sumtin also plays de electric n acoustic guitars n de keyboards?? lyke wow.. i've olwaes wanted to learn play de guitar.. kewl huh?! okay, it's 4.30 nw.. i tink i'll juz stop here fer nw.. wana tk a nap den wake up, do my apel project....................... to be continue........

--> KAKAK CT!! BANGON!!!
Argh!(while checking out de tyme..) It was only 6.05!? dat montelly-cute monster never fails to irritate me whenever he cums over to my place.. n gez y he woke me up?! bcoz he wanted to watch cartoon n he cudn't find de remote coz my mum hid it so dat she cn watch her tv show.. ouh wow..-wit a little bit of sarcasm.. n he woke me lyke as if im gonna help him find dat freaking remote.. heh never djaka, never.. tsk bt i knew dis irritated n grumpy me wudn't b fer long.. i still help him find.....but ryte afta i eat onli ar.. hehe.. ya ya call me fat n stuff. dat's wat i olwaes do, tat's wat u do, dat's wat every1 dus.. we slip bt once we wk up, we find food.. i mean du u wk up n check out ur pet turtle, whether its still alive or nt? du u wk up den du ur chores? du u wk up den straight go fer a jog? no ryte.. haha! okay aniwae, concentrate hani.. remote.. nt food.. yah..found it on my old comp table wic is in de living room olso bt conferm he cn't c one coz its lyke too high fer him to reach it.. sum more he's short.. kekeke..cute.. cn't believe my mum actualli did dat la.. haha.. smart of her to hide it dere.. okay, off to my granny's place to send sum stuffs dat we bought frm Genting. Todeloo...........

2006-07-02T23:18:00.000+08:00

Juz upload sum of de pictures i took yesterdae at town.. wow! yesterdae was saturdae n i was at town.. hmm.. y was i nt at weq?? haha.. y shud i b dere on a freaking saturdae?! i mean i du haf a life too u noe.. i dun wanna burn ol my weekends on werqing.. i wana spent tyme wit my frens...my family... n my cute pajama..Heiqal!! So ya..mentang2 tak keje, i woke up lyke at 2+3 dere.. den received a msg frm bib saying,"hani, im a lesbian n i wan u to noe tat im in luv wit u.." NO LA!!! crazy or wat?! hehe.. she asked me if im goin town to see nys. (ouhya, nysa has a performance at heeren).. freshen myself up by drinking teh sosro wic my mum juz mk den called heiqal if he wants to follow me go town mit de rest dere.. bt he cn't.. coz he kafufgbbfilyuirfyrugalhfbyuegfue.. yah.. so met zuzu n bibo at heeren straight.. maz, nys n de rest of de dancers were ol dere ready.. Devianators, dey call demselves. poor devianators, dey had to dance de same steps all over again fer 3 tymes.. n i tell u it's veri hard u noe.. farking tiring.. imagine de song is lyke 8 mins long n u hafta dance to dat song fer 3 tymes.. it's a cancer foundation tingy ar.. okayla, im juz plain lazy to type de whole tingy tat happened de whole daey..so, ya.. juz see de pictures la eh.. hehe.. n ya nys, i cm all de way to town juz fer u n de uders olso la bt u juz had to leave early ah? u bongok! it's nt olwaes tat i mit u beybe.. hmph!
okay nw pictures..!!

Devianators!! n yah bibo n zuzu.. haha.. tak leh accept muke aku tkde.. damn..

After NYS left us(wit my cute sarcastic voice).. hehe.. i became veri hungry n angry..(either i want it to rhyme or i was angry wit her, im nt sure.. coz i was too hungry..) so me, zuzu, bibo, an, regan, lan and yus went ljs..to EAT!!!

da la gambo krg kecik2 suda k.. haha!

im soo cute.. thank you..

hehe.. i feel soo loved..

..VoGuE..

we're de onli real man wit nice n real boobies.. yepyep!

okay2 post muke hani..

muke bibo!

muke zuzu!!

haha! horrible man.. zuzu's face was de ugliest sia.. sori ah zul.. haha.. den we had to stop coz dis nyonya carik pasal wit zuzu.. haha.. klakar sey..

bt de dae was nt over yt fer me.. i met heiqal n frens at somerset mrt.. slack wit dem fer awhile while de rest ol went hm tking de train.. nw dis guy is anuder irritating 1.. ajak gi town tanak.. laz2 kat situ jugak die.. so we went cineleisure?? ouh.. buy ciggies.. den spent lyke 15 to 20 mins juz standing outside cheers, practically duin nuttin.. haha.. den dey decided to drink so walked to 711-paragon to gt their stuffs.. den sat in front of paragon..eating peanuts n chocolates n listening to sum songs sang by hu?? im nt sure hu.. bt ya i luv it wen she sang zombie by cranberries..fullamak!! power dok!! haha.. ya n i took sum pictures.. bear wit me aite.. i juz luv taking pictures.. lagi2 if gt my face in it.. haha!

my cute pajama...Muhammad Heiqal.. I LOVE U!!

reached hm at 12.30.. freaking shit!? i was soo freaking late ready la.. my dad was mad at me.. im soo bongok! okay i'll stop here fer nw.. gt to mk a phone call.. bouy... nyte!!

2006-06-30T23:00:00.000+08:00

hani: hey! where've u been?
nys: i've been busy wit dance practices for my upcoming event..
nys: brb
Five minutes later......
nys: ??
hani: where cn i gt a tagboard??
nys: nt sure..

ARGH!! im back wit a new blog...bt no tagboard!?! wada... where de hell cn i gt 1 from? popular? best denki? fi, help me will u?? im lyke so desperate to gt 1.. kwang3.. aiyah, i noe nuts bout blogs..nah.. i juz dono where to gt a tagboard.. i du noe hw to post my entries..wow hani.. interesting(*blwek*).. haha! sure im gonna sound lyke a 'burung pipit'--a bird wit an irritating sound.., if im saying dis line to yall.. too bad yall juz hafta imagine me wit a 'burung pipit's' voice.. huahuahua.. oh gosh it's been soo long since i blog.. haiz.. aniwae peepz, du link me aite.. coz i'll feel down if u dun.. haha nvr.. bt u noe it's juz basic courtesy to welcum newbies..?? hee.. i mean i spend 2 freaking hours juz to search fer de ryte skin fer my blog n anuder hour to edit de template here n dere to mk it more attractive n interesting.. xcept dat dere's no tagboard la.. actualli most of de tyme was wasted bcoz my comp didn't have enuff power flowing from de supply to de comp itself dat it gt stuck ol de tyme n i had to switch on n off again n again.. freaking piece of bread! wateva hani.. okay, dat's ol fer nw coz i nid sum rest. no, actualli im LATE! it's Germany n Argentina's game dey showing on RCTI.. hopefully Argentina's gonna win. i haf a feeling Argentina's gonna win.. coz i tink dey're gud la.. hu du u tink will qualify in de finals? i tink it's gonna b Argentina n Brazil..n kaka is sooo damn hawt la.. bt im too tired to watch dat match.. maybe i shud watch dvd to bed instead.. hiak hiak hiak.. okay nyte-nyte..chiowz!

Listening to:
Khayalan Tingkat Tinggi-Peterpan