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Wednesday, August 09, 2006

HaPpIe B'dAe SiNgApOrE!!!
Gosh 41 yrs old ready huh.. freaking fast.

Went east coast to catch de fireworks wit Qal.. Best kan?? kwang kwang kwang.. Bib told me its more clearer if u sit at de field at de esplanade dere, so thot of goin dere. Bt since he went swensons wit his fam, we met a bit later, lyke 6 plus nearing 7 dere? So yah, juz go sumwhere near lor.. n cheaper cab fare.. haha! I don't know y i felt so excited dat dae. Maybe bcos dat was de ferz tyme im watching fireworks wit sumone, besides my fam. Sumone as in sumone hu is really a sumone to me. Gt it?? haha! Bt it was kinda weird coz i usually celebrate national dae wit my fam bt dis yr, it was totally different. Mum had to work. Brother too. Ayil gt tix frm his frens to watch de parade LIVE at de stadium. Dad?? Huh! When i left de house, he was SLEEPING?! tak jiwe langsung! Hani sad. N i noe he was still pissed off wit me cos i keep on goin home late dis wk. Nt dat i went aniwhere sia, i went out to du prj fer gudness sake! Da bingit tkpe, he didn't wanna give me money to go out. He saed if no money den dun go out ar, stay at hm.(*roll eyes*) God damn it im broke sia!! N i dun wanna miss de fireworks. So i juz ignored him n gave him de look lyke as if im telling him dat i dun cr n im nt cuming hm tonyte, bt u noe i won't du dat. haha! I did dat face juz to mk him feel bad n dat he might wanna change his mind n lyke call me back to give sum cash? Bt, it dozen work dis tyme. hmm.. Gosh im sucha brat. Wait nt really ar.. Its nt everidae dat i gt to c fireworks?? N he olwaes say,"kak klu nak duet tanye ayah......" (?????) Maybe he was juz really pissed at me la. Den hw m i suppose to go out witout any cash in hand?? Dat's when heroin melayu klua, mum gave me 10 bux. haha. Actually i gt $7.90 in my pouch so total i gt $17.90.. hehe! Tnx mum. I'll pay u back when i gt my pay aite. (*wink*) Hiak hiak..
Off to mit heiqal in front of de MRT toilet. Woohoo! Reached east coast arnd 7.30. Bought fags n coconut drink den walked ol de way to de jetty. Bought sum crackers at de jetty den find a place to sit. Wat sit?! Pack giler babi sey! Lyke as if dere's a pasar malam dere. haha! We were walking towards de end of de jetty ready tapi blom sampai lagik ah.. Den heiqal was lyke, "hani, kite da jauh sey nie. nie klu jetty nie roboh, u betta save me sia....." haha! He is so cute la. Nvr have i met any guy hu is scared of de sea. haha! He's sooo weird, i loik! hee.. We juz sat kat tmpt yg tkde org wic is on de floor den mkn keropok. It was very windy dere, n gez wat i saw?? A full moon! I was amazed by hw big n round n beautiful it was la. Bt it was kinda scary though. haha! Heiqal was such an idiot la. He put his arm arnd my shoulder so when he wans to suap de keropok in his mouth, he had to go arnd my neck bt his arm was lyke exactly in front of my face n it was covering my mouth n i cn't chew coz my face was cramped up n i cn't breathe. N sum more he's eating my keropok! haha! (k dats besides de pnt.) hahahehehuhu ale2 POM!! den everione starts WA!WA!wa!wa!wa!WA!Wa....... walaowey! Bt superb man.. it really mks u feel lyke u've achieved sumtin or even if u have nt achieve ur goal, it gives u more semangat.. i duno y i felt dat way? haha! Sumhw dis tyme, it was quite short, it took lyke 10 mins? I wan it to be lyke 1 hr long.. ahahaah kontol! After it was over, we walked to de toilet wic was quite far. N dat was wen i realised hw small his tank is la. haha! Cos b4 we headed to de jetty, he went to de toilet oready!? hmm..
Since it was juz 9, we sat by de beach, talking, kacauing each uder, listening to sum songs frm his IPod. N dat was wen he did de sweetest ting ever dat really touches my heart. He cried in front of me. We were listening to coldplay n wen i luq at him, he was smiling wit tears rolling dwn his cheeks. He dedicated dat song to me n he wanted to show me hw much he really loves me. N i cud really c dat.. My i cn't believe sumone cud actually loves me dat much. It was very very sweet, i wanted to cry bt i juz make myself nt to. hee.. N i noe he's nt sweet talking me. Bt it hurts me a lil to c him cry. I juz cn't bear to c sumone i love cry. I juz cn't believe he cried bcoz of me.. N he was brave enuff to du dat.. I mean its juz so easy to gt a guy to say i love u n stuff lyke dat, whether he mean it or nt, bt its very rare to c guys hu wud really shed their tears fer their loved ones n really mean it. N i really appreciate everytin he had done to me. Im juz so lucky to have u Muhammad Heiqal Bin Buang. N dun tink i was juz being polite by saying ol dis okay. I really mean it! I love u. Really. Im nt lying. Juz dun break my trust otey?? Remember dat moi dearest sotong!! (*muke vogue*)

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