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Tuesday, February 05, 2008

I’m turning 20 soon, I’m still in school, I’m doing a part-time job in a call center, I have a boyfriend, I have my girlfriends, I have my family and I have an irritating groupmate who is god damn freaking lazy and annoying and all the bad stuff. What a prick!
I’m in my third year already and this was supposed to be my last semester in tp, but I had to repeat another semester cause I failed some modules in my past semesters. Now I’m doing my MP/SIP in school. At first I didn’t like the project ,but then again, it’s something that my group has been allocated to do. So what the hell, just have to endure for 6 months and I’m free. Hahah. And regarding my groupmate that I mentioned at the top, he is such a dick. Period. Haha. He cannot be trusted and that’s for sure (he’s a damn good liar). He’s not the kind of person you can depend on (he’s lazy). He turned out to be a backstabber after awhile. I just hate him now. And it doesn’t help that my supervisor favours him more than me even though he knows that all this while I’ve been doing the project all by myself. Okay maybe I started out late and at that point of time he’s on two weeks mc, but that doesn’t mean he, my so-called “groupmate”, cannot help out a bit in any ways. At least give some ideas on how to improve on our product or anything la. Just use your damn freaking brain to think of what to do la dumb! Don’t tell me you’re just going to sit down, eat, sleep, talk about something bad about someone and wait till I finish “my part” which is the whole 80% of the project?! We’re suppose to do it together and I ended up doing alone. Now I feel like I’m the dumb one. Haiz.. It’s much more annoying if your own supervisor doesn’t even care about you. “You don’t care about rahman. You just do your part. Just do whatever I ask you to do then we’ll be okay.” –fuck off sir. Whenever you say this I start to stress myself up. I stressed myself up because of the project, because of you. I never complain cause I know it’s for my own good, so I just do it. But it’s not fair to me when I did my work, and just because it’s not up to your standard, you say that I didn’t put in effort? Like what the hell?? Hahah. And what about ‘him’? Did you nag at him when he doesn’t do his work? Have you ever ask him anything, anything about the project? You know that I’ve been doing it alone, yet you still treat him nicely like he’s your angel. Uuhh.. Whatever okay. Can’t be bothered anymore. I’m just going to finish up my report and PR2 and I hope I can score well. And best of luck to you my dear “groupmate”.*smiles* Just hope we pass ya and no way I’m going to fail this you hear me.*wink*

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4:12 PM


Why don't you listen?
Why don't you listen to me?
I'm drownin' but I never felt so free
hear what you're missing

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12:15 PM

Monday, February 04, 2008

Last week my mum was like super-duper pissed with me. About what I also don’t know. She didn’t want to talk to me at all. It’s like whenever I’m around her, she’ll just keep quiet and pretend like I’m not there. Worst of all, she didn’t even wake me up even though it’s already 8.30 in the morning and I’m still in bed. And because of that, I had to take a cab to school so that I won’t be late again. It’s so weird coz suddenly today she’s like super-duper nice to me. Weird huh!? Quite cute though.

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY BIB!! I love you!! Take care.

I miss the tots. It’s been a week. And I think it’s time to meet me people. Haha. Let’s meet up this week alright. Message me or at least reply my messages please. –to zul and nysa.

Heiqal, heiqal, heiqal. He’s now at hougang stadium. I don’t know what he’s doing now but I know he has to take his beep test today. Haha. Poor you. First day training and you have to take the test already. It’s alright baby, I know you can pass that test. Best of luck! I hope you get what you want and I love you a lot!! Hees.
Hmm.. what should I do now? Should I do trimwalk or eat or watch tv or sketch out my report or maybe I should serve youtube! Haha

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7:46 PM