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Friday, September 08, 2006

P.M.S.--urgh! i hate menses!!
De pain is juz unbearable. I hate it when it cums to menstrual cramps. Dis is lyke one of de worst. Urgh! De pain is lyke so sopidgtbnuhpuiuirbgariuyhuijbigrktinjg8ytgt5y7bp378y la.. Cn't do anitin, though i felt lyke punching my stomach. I even felt lyke crying la. Bt sumhw i cudn't. Cudn't even walk. I was lying on my bed without changing my position fer lyke two freaking hrs. I was ol de way in de 'sujud' position la. Dat was lyke after i took 2 tablets of Bismag. I tell u Bismags won't help. In fact, it mk tings worst. Mum told me to tk panadols instead. 10 mins after i took it, u noe wat i did? Eat! haha.. ey, de ting is i haf nt eaten since morning. Finally i cud gt out of bed n i walk!? N i even sew a belt out of dis remaining cloth i found in my closet. haha. I was juz bored. Was hoping dat heiqal wud call me coz he saed he'll be calling me when he gt home after training. So waited from de moment he put dwn de phone after he saed dat(07.30) till it cums to de end of de Singapore Idol result show(9.00) till my brother came home(10.00) till i finish sewing de belt n dad reaches hm frm werq(11.00). N still no sign of him. So i thot maybe he's still outside n dat i shud call him if i wanna noe where he was. So i did. N wen i did, u noe wat he saed? "Ouh, i baru je nak call u."--heiqal, dis line is so dramatic n LAME. Its nt dat i dun trust u, i felt lyke it was juz a cover up line u gt frm malaysian dramas?? Even if u didn't thot of calling me, juz tell me u 4gt. At least its more believable u see. N im nt angry okay. I am juz..i dun noe. N u were outside wen i called. As in u juz gt out of de house. So u've been at hm ol de while, duin wat i dun noe.. nxt tyme dun tell me u're gonna call me wen u noe dat u're nt gonna remember to call me coz i dun wanna waste my tyme waiting n hoping dat u might call me. wow dat was long. Anyway, im nt being a queen control or watever. Its juz dat wen u saed u'll call me wen u reach hm, i xpect u to call me. If its lyke 1 or 2 hrs late, i still won't mind. Bt dis is lyke, i tink if i never call, u prolly be calling me at 12? 1? or maybe tom? I feel lyke 1 gundu hu's waiting n waiting fer her bf to call her while her bf's duin wat, at where olso i dun noe.. Bt maybe he was really busy dat he 4gt to call me. Maybe i was juz overreacting. PMS la.. haha! Great, blame it ol on PMS. Urgh!!

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