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Thursday, February 14, 2008

I just want you close
Where you can stay forever
You can be sure
That it will only get better
When the rain is pouring down
And my heart is hurting
You will always be around
This I know for certain

You and me together
Through the days and nights
I dont worry cause
Everythings gonna be alright
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is everything's gonna be alright

simple :]
9:53 AM

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

I’m turning 20 soon, I’m still in school, I’m doing a part-time job in a call center, I have a boyfriend, I have my girlfriends, I have my family and I have an irritating groupmate who is god damn freaking lazy and annoying and all the bad stuff. What a prick!
I’m in my third year already and this was supposed to be my last semester in tp, but I had to repeat another semester cause I failed some modules in my past semesters. Now I’m doing my MP/SIP in school. At first I didn’t like the project ,but then again, it’s something that my group has been allocated to do. So what the hell, just have to endure for 6 months and I’m free. Hahah. And regarding my groupmate that I mentioned at the top, he is such a dick. Period. Haha. He cannot be trusted and that’s for sure (he’s a damn good liar). He’s not the kind of person you can depend on (he’s lazy). He turned out to be a backstabber after awhile. I just hate him now. And it doesn’t help that my supervisor favours him more than me even though he knows that all this while I’ve been doing the project all by myself. Okay maybe I started out late and at that point of time he’s on two weeks mc, but that doesn’t mean he, my so-called “groupmate”, cannot help out a bit in any ways. At least give some ideas on how to improve on our product or anything la. Just use your damn freaking brain to think of what to do la dumb! Don’t tell me you’re just going to sit down, eat, sleep, talk about something bad about someone and wait till I finish “my part” which is the whole 80% of the project?! We’re suppose to do it together and I ended up doing alone. Now I feel like I’m the dumb one. Haiz.. It’s much more annoying if your own supervisor doesn’t even care about you. “You don’t care about rahman. You just do your part. Just do whatever I ask you to do then we’ll be okay.” –fuck off sir. Whenever you say this I start to stress myself up. I stressed myself up because of the project, because of you. I never complain cause I know it’s for my own good, so I just do it. But it’s not fair to me when I did my work, and just because it’s not up to your standard, you say that I didn’t put in effort? Like what the hell?? Hahah. And what about ‘him’? Did you nag at him when he doesn’t do his work? Have you ever ask him anything, anything about the project? You know that I’ve been doing it alone, yet you still treat him nicely like he’s your angel. Uuhh.. Whatever okay. Can’t be bothered anymore. I’m just going to finish up my report and PR2 and I hope I can score well. And best of luck to you my dear “groupmate”.*smiles* Just hope we pass ya and no way I’m going to fail this you hear me.*wink*

simple :]
4:12 PM


Why don't you listen?
Why don't you listen to me?
I'm drownin' but I never felt so free
hear what you're missing

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12:15 PM

Monday, February 04, 2008

Last week my mum was like super-duper pissed with me. About what I also don’t know. She didn’t want to talk to me at all. It’s like whenever I’m around her, she’ll just keep quiet and pretend like I’m not there. Worst of all, she didn’t even wake me up even though it’s already 8.30 in the morning and I’m still in bed. And because of that, I had to take a cab to school so that I won’t be late again. It’s so weird coz suddenly today she’s like super-duper nice to me. Weird huh!? Quite cute though.

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY BIB!! I love you!! Take care.

I miss the tots. It’s been a week. And I think it’s time to meet me people. Haha. Let’s meet up this week alright. Message me or at least reply my messages please. –to zul and nysa.

Heiqal, heiqal, heiqal. He’s now at hougang stadium. I don’t know what he’s doing now but I know he has to take his beep test today. Haha. Poor you. First day training and you have to take the test already. It’s alright baby, I know you can pass that test. Best of luck! I hope you get what you want and I love you a lot!! Hees.
Hmm.. what should I do now? Should I do trimwalk or eat or watch tv or sketch out my report or maybe I should serve youtube! Haha

simple :]
7:46 PM

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Morning people! Heiqal has left me all alone in this cold place for more than ½ an hr. He is such a bitch. Haha. As usual, I’m sleepy and bored and this lab is forever making me feel cold, creating goosebumps all over my body. Hate this lab for that. Wokay.. these are the things I plan to do today:
-Watch at least 2 movies online (Juno and Brokeback mountains)
-Analyse final design
-Finish at least part 1 of the project report
-Print out values reflection.
-Meet the tots
-Meet heiqal after his training for awhile before going home
-Trimwalk

Haha.

Received a warning letter yesterday from work. So hani, no more
NO-SHOWS alright. Haiz.. this is what you get if you have a weekend family. Haha. So if you have a weekend family, don’t work on satsundays! If you want that money, then go ahead and miss the fun. Hah! Work was peaceful yesterday until this fat chinese guy who only cares about money talks to me and gave me a letter. Well sorry for my absence for that few times. It’s not like I didn’t try finding for replacements and didn’t inform the SLs. It’s a freaking Saturday. Sape la yang nak coverkan aku? And heylo ivicians, no point if u put people on standby when none of them can help? But you know what, I’m at wrong also la cause that’s my contract timing so whatever it is, I still have to go to work if there’s no replacement. I just find joy blaming the company for my wrongdoings. Haha. Okay whatever,,,,

Ey, where are you heiqal?! Come back la. I wana watch the movie now!! But I can’t. I just had to wait for you to come back. I wana go fag, bt I can’t. Why? Cause if I go, I can’t enter the lab cause only you have the access. Wahlahneh… hurry la idiot! Okay let’s just think of what to eat later for lunch and where to eat. Hmm.. I feel like having something soupy and spicy. So I think I’ll be having fishball noodle with soup eh makcik!!

Okayla, I wana find something else to do now that I’m alone. Heheh.

simple :]
1:56 PM

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

I’m back coz I’m bored and it’s been awhile since I blog. Haha. I’m stuck in my lab and I got nothing to do. Wait, I’m not really stuck in here, I’m just lazy to go out from here. Haha, and not that I don’t have anything to do, I’m just lazy to do my project report which due next week Monday. Haha. I’m just not in the mood to write reports right now. I need to take a nap so that I won’t get very sleepy at work later. But the problem is, it’s soo fucking cold in here and I can’t sleep!! And I have no one to talk to as everyine’s busy. Busy doing project, busy chatting, busy friendstering. Haha. So what the hell right.. hah!

In the morning I had like the worst prawn noodle ever. Makcik!!! Saye mintak prawn noodle with soup, not dry with sambal manis makcik together with the soup. I want something spicy not sweet! Haiz.. tkpe makcik, saye maafkan kay. Tapi lain kali jangan buat lagi la. Okay?
At last I get to watch bee movie and other movies that I’ve missed or never seen before, but from the internet la. Heiqal!! Bile nak tengok wayang lagi? When was the last time and what was the last movie we watched sey? Hmm.. nevermind next time ya! I’m meeting the tots again tomorrow. Hoho! Yesterday was just me, nys and bib. Fi had ngaji, zul finish at 8 and sha jumpe faizal. So bib, how’s long island tea? Haha. Yey bib’s birthday’s coming!! Bib, you’re so old. You’re turning 20 already la. My god bib.. hah! Alright I think I should stop here coz I wana go fag. Haha. Tata!

simple :]
4:07 PM

Friday, August 03, 2007

My comp really suck to the core! -slow giler siak! irit.
HCDE Labtest(10am-12noon)-i screwed up! I didn't get to finish it. Firstly, coz i didn't read the qs paper properly. I was suppose to create curtain walls: storefront for the conference room walls, but i didn't see the word STOREFRONT so i just create the normal curtain walls. gundu. i know. When i already did the walls then i read the qs again. That s just so dumb, hani. Then, i wasted my time doing the walls again. Haiz.. So, that was the first task. Second and third task was to create the furnitures. I did the second and third task, but i didn't create the furniture for task3. I just load frm the library coz its 5 mins to 12. So i didn't do the last two tasks which i think consist of 40 marks(total)? Maybe out of 100, i'll prolly get arnd 20? This is shitness for me. Unless if i cn get full marks for the project (which will not happen) then i'll be less worried. Im sick and tired of supp papers.
I feel like there's something growing in my nose. I cn't see it but feel it. Its damn irritating. And i cn't sleep. Not bcoz of my nose. Bcoz i took a really long nap in the afternoon just now. hah! siow. And bf, im not mad at you already la. Im mizing you nw. ha..
Can't wait for exams. Then, 2mths break! Woohoo! Need to find a job ready. Start pracs. Oh! i passed my BTT! hurhur.. 2days1night with the tots & 3days2nights with bf. Hoho. It'll be the best september holiday ever. Im excited but i don't wana get too excited coz i don't wana disappoint myself later. I just hope plan menjadi. hees. I miz my tots..

simple :]
3:37 AM

Friday, July 27, 2007

I really hate my comp coz it keeps on having problems. Cnnt ON la, no internet connection la. Damn irritating. But nw, its back to normal.
I hope so.

Oh, i so love the weather.. Perfect time to not go out and just stay in bed. And also the best time to cuddle with ur boyfriend. Hahah.

But! bcoz of this weather, i didn't go to school today. Haha gundu ah. Im suppose to have class at 8 just nw but i didn't go. Partly bcoz i overslept. I woke up at 7.30 and i was feeling a lil dizzy so i decided to take mc instead. But nw, i feel so damn lazy la wana take mc. And its just a waste of money. But, i think i shud just go. Jgn mls la hani!
Okay so i didn't attend class just nw, but i still have to go to school ltr just to submit 1 assignment. And maybe continue duin the Lighting prj which i have to hand in today by 5pm. And nw its already 2.30 and im still at home, blom mandik siap all. I have to take mc summore. Prolly goin to Bedok polyc. Then, i have e-trial at 5.15 ltr. Maybe goin back to school after that to du HCDE prj. Maybe not. I don't know. I'm just pening coz i've got loads of things to du in just a short time. Hah. I need a fag.

simple :]
1:35 PM